Why do I, as a trannygender that willingly and knowingly gave up on manhood, still love watching and reading men kissing each other and having sex?

Why do I lust over a future I do not regret giving up?

Bring awareness to your hands. Imagine holding a smooth stone representing all that you've been carrying about your thoughts of being in the "wrong body". Observe it, then gently place it upon the ground, letting the earth receive it.

You are not your worries. You are the stillness beneath the movement. The sky that holds the passing clouds. Breathe deeply, inhaling trust of your innate sex's grounded inner wisdom, exhaling doubt, inhaling radical acceptance of your whole body, exhaling fear. Letting go, over and over again, until only peace remains.

Popular food critic LillyTano has become embroiled in a new controversy after her bank account was frozen for impersonation, allegedly for not voice training.

Lilly was also misgendered repeatedly during the call, being called sir even after she clarified that she was a trans woman.

https://x.com/iAnonPatriot/status/1906185629420933561

What do chasers want most of all?

Is it morally wrong to encourage someone's fetish and let it take over their lives?
This isn't an anti-trans thread by the way I mean a sissy

>record your voice:
https://vocaroo.com/

•Tool for visualizing pitch and resonance
https://acousticgender.space/

▶ Resources MTF:
--- Full MTF Course ---
•L's Guide
https://www.reddit.com/r/transvoice/comments/d3clhe/ls_voice_training_guide_level_1_for_mtf/

•Google Doc
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1gLIOxG9Oq8Ncs1z-c1uvHAgZ43bYGuwdJtLQrQ9EyDg/

•Supplement L's guide with...
False Folds:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xdsaPJdU24s
•Vocal Fold Thickness:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1PNnBRBfOVY&t=146s
--- Larynx Stuff ---
•Whisper Siren:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F6Noi2qERus

•General overview/swallow and hold method:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L6ro2R3esHA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aWWevU4A5mU

•Big dog/small dog:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mx4dPWKVt9o

▶ Resources FTM:
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•http://www.radical-musicology.org.uk/2008/Constansis.htm
•https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/24155064
•https://pastebin.com/CCw9czC0

why do chasoids claim to LOVE trans women, when they ONLY date the top 1% of trans women AKA stacy passoids??? you HATE us hons, who make up most trans women... don't say you LOVE trans women when you HATE most of us!
>5/10 chasoids LITERALLY think they're entitled to a hunter schafer gf

I need a person of any gender to play with my ass. It must be no commitment, no long-term emotions. The other person ideally is just looking for a fun way to spend 2 hours. I also can't post my face online for the world to see because I'm interested in keeping this as secret as possible.

What is the life-hack for this situation? To sum it up I just need a friend to have fun with.

Unfortunately I'm a misanthropic shut-in with no networking ;(

punching a defenseless tranny girl in the stomach over and over until shes throwing up, hyperventilating and peeing herself out of fear

Gay men beaten down by 8 attackers