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>>35548709Took a longtime for me to figure out I was Schizoid. I met quite a few people on grindr, felt basically nothing talking to them expect regret and boredom. Get home still feel lonely so go back on Grindr and find another one. Never even had sex with them, would usually just bring up some controversial topic and debate the opposite of whatever they believed until they got bored of me.
Used to post on here, desperate for compliments but when I'd get them I'd still feel ambivalent.
Ended up with cute autistic girl. She's usually there in the background so I don't feel lonely but I don't really have to talk too much. Just listen to her ramble for an hour a day while I do whatever. I do love her too, it's definitely more than I've ever been able to tolerate anyone else.