it feels like fear is the only thing that ever gets me to do anything and i know i need to start hrt or im gonna be miserable forever and probably kill myself at like 21 but i cant scare myself into it i cant get myself to do it

Please give me any sort of lead or prospect that isn't completely fucked. This community is filled with genuinely crazy people and I need real advice.

I need to find other trans women to talk to that know what they are doing. I have a hard time knowing where to look that isn't a dead end (Filled with significantly older, scary, balding hons who do not care about ACTUALLY transitioning and passing). I feel more lost and alone than ever.

I am trying very hard to transition and it is not going well for me. I am young(ish) and want to have a life worth living. Around 1 year of hrt so far. Intending to get ffs. I don't know how to dress. I am practicing makeup. These are topics that I really hope to discuss with either someone I can call a friend or a group!

What resources can I take advantage of to have a successful and healthy transition?

How can I find helpful friends, community, and advice?
Where do you look?

>asl
>letters
>favorite food?
>interests (be specific)
>looking for
>not looking for
>contact

>Watch Black Swan at 11 years old
>Decide I want to look like a dainty ballerina
>Become extremely thin due to calorie restriction and throwing away food
>Still anorexic today and don’t regret it a bit
>Thank you Natalie Portman

Why?
>It is the sixth country in Europe to limit such treatments, and its changes are among the most restrictive.
Wasn't Scotland supposed to be tranny to differentiate itself from England and English settler scum like JK Rowling?

hon saying that she doesn't pass after 3 weeks on hrt

why do people do this

Couldn't be assed to make a good picrel addition

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For the posting of art and also discussion and (constructive) critique thereof.
Also, try to draw something for your bumps - anything is better than nothing!

I look this cute
Ask me anything

My dream is to have a nice boyfriend i can come home to, something like
>work any job (wageslave or something else idc)
> Come home and stream on twitch whle drawing or doing 3d stuff
> cook for bf
> play vidya with bf through the night
> end with cuddles and kisses and then do it all again
am working hard for the future i want :3

do you guys think its possible/ what are your dreams?

>You're beautiful, babe