So that happened Edition

>QOTT: What did you do while the chan was down?

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FAQ:
>Am I bi if I like women and femboys/traps?
>Am I bi if there's this one member of the same-sex I'm desiring, but normally I like the opposite sex?
>Am I bi if I sexually like both sexes, but only interested in romance with one of them?
Yes, sexual attraction to both sexes is bisexuality.
>Do you love me, OP?
I love you, sure, but we also need some time without each other.
>What's the difference between bisexual and pansexual?
Only difference is that our flag is prettier.
>Am I bi if I have periods where I feel only attracted to women and others where I feel only attracted to men?
This is known as the bi-cycle and many bisexuals experience it.
>Am I bi or am I 'prison gay' or porn addicted?
'Prison gay' is not a real thing and porn addiction does not alter your sexual orientation. You are bi.
>Am I bi or pan if I like trans people?
Both are able to be attracted to trans people.
>I think I might be bi but I can't tell. How can I be certain?
Just make a point to check out members of the sex you think you might be attracted to and see if anyone grabs your attention.
>Should I be harsh on myself?
You should be kind on yourself. Few people will do it for you

Resource for Bisexuals:
https://biresource.org/

and what about you, anonette? have you found your perfect forever girl yet? how long have you been searching? do you think you'll ever find her?

It's sour grapes, but if I can't have all of it, I don't want any of it. Being an unpassable tranny is such a poor compromise with who I really want to be that I might as well just go back to being no-one, i.e. a man. It is enough for some people: for me it only serves to cast a harsher light on the impossibilty of happiness. I genuinely admire you girls, your courage and strength to keep going despite all the shit that is flung at you and the enormous sadnessness that you carry within you. I am much weaker than you. The worms have won.

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qott: what's your go to dance moves, gigi?

Would ftm reppers and mtf reppers be willing to dress up in anime boy and anime girl costumes and have dysphoria relieving role reversal sex?

how are we feeling reppers. what did we do in our exile from here

Occult edition
unearthly horror risen from its grave >>39505803

QOTT: Do you have any beliefs in the supernatural, the divine, or the more generally spiritual? If so, do they influence your decision-making and policies in the real world?

is it weird to purposefully not talk to ur friends for a little while to see if they reach out and ask if everything is okay or something just so u can see if they actually care about u or if ur just a burden to them

> 21 y/o trans girl, mostly boymode, 8mo hormones
> on dating apps (not grindr)
> 26 y/o guy and I have been texting for a while
> asks me out
> say yes and he offers to take me to a ramen place
> day of, i wake up late and running all over the place panicked to do errands before the date
> he cancels last minute because he said he doesnt have money and offers for me to come over to his place for a movie instead
> im an idiot and accept
> hes really nice
> snuggle up to him during the movie
> part way through i ask him to go to the bedroom because i feel worthless to him otherwise
> suck him off
> his dick tastes weird
> i feel horrible like somethings missing
> we end up cuddling naked
> he asks if he can touch my genitals
> i say yeah hoping he likes me enough for it
> he does
> it feels okay initially, but i get more and more dysphoric
> he says, "release your load" when im not even close and I start tearing up
> he doesn't notice and continues
>by the end of it im crying saying "im sorry im not a real girl"
> he stops but and just says "So? What is a real girl anyways"
> i don't respond
> get up
> both awkwardly put on clothes
> leave
> cry in a fast food parking lot
> uninstall all my dating apps

why am I like this. why did I let this happen. im so worthless. the one thing people like me for i fall apart because of. i can't stop going numb and feeling horrible from this. my attempts at relationships are all horrible with them insulting me or telling me to kill myself by the end of it. i feel like i can only satisfy other people in one way that might make them tolerate me. i don't want to do any of this anymore. im not doing sex or anything else for a while

I feel so lonely.

SHE WAS A BOY

HE WAS A GIRL

CAN I MAKE IT ANY MORE OBVIOUS