>>39612165I'm OP.
I think I relate to this. If it was someone I cared about and they cared about and cared for me.
I've also gotten horny before where I dream of penetration. One time I was in the car with Mom so just had to deal with the girl horny.
But I think I was at home one time and got to calm it down by fingering myself.
Maybe one day they'll have uterus transplants and sucessful viable pregnancies from someone born completely afab to finish their transition and give birth.
Even if so, probably not in my life time or I'll be too old for it anyway.
Idrc that much. It's a fantasy for me. Maybe something I'll eventually write stories about and make art of. But can't happen IRL.
If I ever have a child, it'll be adoption, surrogacy, or impregnating and afab feminine person.