>>39384189Instinct for me personally. There was a time I was in denial of being a bottom, because the self proclaimed bottom memes and types irl always annoyed me and made me cringe. I have been curious and attempted topping at least once, but it just didn't feel right. Naturally, I've never been one to make any first moves or try to initiate anything. Whenever men would push any sexual advances, I just assumed they were joking until things got real. After being penetrated by good dick at least once, having lewd thoughts and wanting to get railed while being told what to do, being pinned down, or folded like a lawn chair grew on me over time. I'm just like this, but at the same time it's whatever. Just mundane shit across the board for anyone.
