I wanna fight a tranny.

I've been transitioning for like nearly 7 years now. I pass, some say I'm pretty. But I just always feel disgusted with myself. Like sure compared to other trans people I guess my life is good, but I just can't fucking stand it. All I ever wanted was to be a girl, and that never meant a trans girl. Trans is just what I am because I can't fucking be anything else, but I hate it. I hate hearing my voice, I hate noticing the parts of my body that bring me disgust, I hate knowing my past, I hate the present. Every time I go out I just hear this voice, not in a literal sense, but this voice in my head that just tells me I'm disgusting and repulsive, and I stand out. I take no comfort in anything anymore. Not to mention I'm fucked financially from debt, and lack basically any friends, but like I could handle those things maybe if I was cis, yet I know for a fact that there exists nothing in the world that can and will ever help so what's the fucking point. All I want to do lately is kill myself. End my life. Cease being me. Either there really is nothing and I become nothing and never exist, or maybe my wish comes true and I can finally begin to repair the damage done from all the years. Both cases are way better than living this miserable life in this flesh prison where I have to feel disgust at everything I do and feel and think and see.

QOTT: How did you sleep, anon?

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i dont wana be tramsngener anymore ;_;

What's with transgirls being unable to drive cars? It's pretty cute ngl but I notice a lot of you can't drive. You need to learn how to drive to live in this society ladies.

the underboob sweat is real friends

Is Tokusatsu the most malebrained kind of TV? Is it more malebrained than shit like vidya and shonen anime?

Here's a bit of a thought experiment, primarily aimed at transfeminine or AFAB folks:

If you had to choose between being alone in the woods with a bear or a man, what would be your pick?

You will not be given any more details than that -- answer intuitively, and please elaborate on the thought process that made you choose the way you did. If you're not transfeminine or AFAB you are welcome to join the discussion, but please make it clear that you are not the intended subject of this topic.

I will be sharing a pretty interesting piece of information regarding the question once we've gotten enough (serious) answers in this thread, so stay put!

>be me
>lesbo retard
>have crush on girl in my class
> have PE
> teacher says all girls should be in one group, since we are only 7
> it's athletics, doing poses n shit
>she suggests she does one part of a pose with me where she just stands infront of me while im basically on my knees with her hands on my shoulder
>agree
> get kinda flustured but it's nothing
> next pose
> she calls me by the nickname my friends and one teacher call me
> be surprised, last time we talked she literally asked for my name
> pose is her legs on my shoulders, while her hands are also supporting her on the ground
> if I had a dick I would be having a boner right now
>we start doing the pose and I get weak knees
> fall down, she asks if im okay
> say yes, somehow still managing to stutter
> fast forward to Friday
> Computer Lab
> over hear conversation of guy in my class asking my crush if her parents know she's gay
> what the fuck what the fuck im not sure if he's the type to joke about that
> for All I know she's a Christian Homophobe
> she speaks quietly, hear guy say "you said no last time"

anons am I delusional or do I actually have a chance with her now

Ngl I hate strictly gay or lesbian trans people
>Be trans
>"Oh I'm also lesbian/gay"
>Not attracted to other trans people
>Only interested in afab/amab