Should I just accept having messed up face, hide my dignity and honmode whenever I feel safe?
>t. 4 y HRT manmoder

I go to royal holloway

>Spend half a decade on HRT
>Gotten multiple procedures from FFS to body fat transfers to appear as outwardly cis as possible (no SRS though)
>Obsessively hone voice skills and get nearly stuck in female range
>Overall pass fully no matter my presentation or what setting it's in to about everyone

But also

>Can only experience sexual pleasure seeing myself as male
>Gender dysphoria went away after passing fully
>Can't go back to being a boy after irrevocably altering my body

I think I fully understand the fujoshi mindset now. It's like having to breath through a snorkle 24/7. The only way in which you can get off is indirectly almost. Like you have to externalize your self and body fully and become a spectator. I feel really bad for ever making fun of them. They live in sexual fulfilment limbo at best usually

The point of all this being though, don't transition if you're just a repressed homosexual. Tackle your sexuality before your gender identity. I would have been much happier as a gay bottom
/blog

last night i had vaginal sex with my sister in a dream.....

I LOVE BROWN T4T GIRLS, I LOVE THE WAY LIGHT REFLECTS OFF OF YOUR BEAUTIFUL CARAMEL SKIN, I LOVE THAT EVERY ONE OF YOU ARE REALLY CHILL, ALSO THE AUTISTIC ONES ARE USUALLY INTO BLEACHED AND I AM WHITE SO IT WORKS OUT BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, I FUCKING LOVE BROWN GIRLS RAAAAHHHHHHH

How can some trannies bottom for men (and not being disgusted by it) if they are "heterosexual men" deep inside? Explain yourselves.

I've been on the same dosage for months and only now did my boobs start leaking when I squeeze my nipples. I tried lowering my dosage and it's still leaking.

>6'0
>tranny
>massively submissive

picrel is my own thoughts sometimes.

Do trans women find the majority of men to be unattractive?

going to regret this but whatever. 19 6’2 195 1 yr HRT. will i ever pass or ngmi? shitty pic but this is what i look like on an avg day.