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Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 11:50:15 No.35541301 View View Reply Original Report

how do abusive men chose their targets?

how do i signal to abusive men that they can do what they want to me?

-hrt femboy

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 14:12:18 No.35542311 Report

Quoted By: >>35554794 >>35555608

>>35541301
have a damaged soul
you can't tell yourself if you have one

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 15:46:42 No.35543272 Report

Quoted By: >>35543328 >>35543365 >>35554794

>>35541301
these two
1. how quick they get attached (fast is good)
2. how badly do they want me to be happy / what will they put up with just because its me doing it

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 15:48:11 No.35543292 Report

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>>35541301
you sound healthy

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 15:50:29 No.35543314 Report

Quoted By: >>35543365

>>35541301
im going to pin this because i need this info as well ty for making this thread

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 15:51:48 No.35543328 Report

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>>35541301
you’re so real for this
>>35543272
yay good to know ty <3
i’ve been trying to not show how quick i actually get attached but i’ll be more open about it from now on
but i don’t think there’s any hiding how i’m willing to put up with pretty much anything once i like someone lol

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 15:54:53 No.35543365 Report

Quoted By: >>35543394

>>35543314
also the last guy i talked to for a bit i did literally both of these things >>35543272 and he was more wasnt willing to take advantage of me at all and blocked me cause i was too needy and mentally ill. how do i make sure the guy is actuallly an abuser.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 15:57:27 No.35543394 Report

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>>35543365
it'll scare away normies but abusers like it. i cant tell you for red flags to look for because i dont date men

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 15:59:15 No.35543420 Report

Quoted By: >>35543502 >>35543541

>>35541301
Abuse is just a power dynamic, the whole thrill of it is the chase and the victim resisting and hating it. Why would anyone enjoy abusing you if it makes you horny?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:02:31 No.35543469 Report

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>>35541301
Just be a fucking doormat with no self-esteem, abusers love it!

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:03:42 No.35543487 Report

Quoted By: >>35543498 >>35543542 >>35543569 >>35547131 >>35555501 >>35557574 >>35559179

>>35541301
>flinchiness, reactivity to loud noises, sudden unexpected touch, ect
>nervous eyes that scan a room
level of flusteredness when i (tall, large male) get close to them
>thin wrists
>thin neck
t. abusive male ama

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:04:46 No.35543498 Report

Quoted By: >>35543514

>>35543487
God, i want to kill you

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:05:06 No.35543502 Report

Quoted By: >>35544467

>>35543420
this is what makes me sad, i had a guy stop beating me once he figured out it was turning me on :(

what are the best ways to hide that i’m actually into the abuse? should i lament about past abuse at the start to make myself seem more like an easy target while also making it seem like i would hate it if that happened to me again?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:06:15 No.35543514 Report

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>>35543498
do you now? and why would that be?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:08:54 No.35543541 Report

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>>35543420
it depends. there's a kind of joy for everything, being forced and feeling pain, being forced and feeling pleasure, wanting and being denied, and not wanting and being left alone.

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:08:56 No.35543542 Report

Quoted By: >>35543596

>>35543487
i really like to see when guys admit to being abusive, it’s hot <3

how did you figure out you like being abusive? where do you go to look for targets? :)

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:11:45 No.35543569 Report

Quoted By: >>35543574 >>35543609

>>35543487
i have all these things like im very jumpy socially anxious and im short and borderline underweight and still cant find one eugh. do i just live in too nice a place where people are normal?? where did you meet the people youve abused if you dont mind saying im curious

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:12:44 No.35543574 Report

Quoted By: >>35543605

>>35543569
>still cant find one eugh
youre probably ugly then

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:12:55 No.35543575 Report

Quoted By: >>35543638

>>35541301
Abusing the willing is just BDSM.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:13:26 No.35543581 Report

Quoted By: >>35552422 >>35555608

the problem is that so many of the :3-core behaviours that attract abusive men are just fucking annoying for everyone else.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:14:37 No.35543596 Report

Quoted By: >>35543638 >>35548988

>>35543542
i don't "like being" absusive, it's just how i am. it's like a groove i fall into every time i make a decision, slowly pulling me towards codependance and using people unless i consciously resist it. this includes mate selection. i don't actually abuse anyone (anymore) because i'm trying to use that self control tk bring about long term change. the realixation that i /could/ abuse someone is basicallt instant, future victems basically have it written all over their faces, you can find them walking around basically anywhere.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:15:45 No.35543605 Report

Quoted By: >>35543635

>>35543574
idk i have no issue finding guys to talk to who are interested in sex or a relationship but as soon as i drop pretense and act without filter they run away. its been like 4 different guys so far in the past couple years who ive talked to and met a bit and they get scared off

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:16:06 No.35543609 Report

Quoted By: >>35543750

>>35543569
online. i've spotted them other places, though

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:17:40 No.35543629 Report

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what are we defining abuse as? free will is an illusion btw.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:18:03 No.35543635 Report

Quoted By: >>35543750

>>35543605
>filter
do you mean you filter out your needy behavior in the beginning or end

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:18:12 No.35543638 Report

Quoted By: >>35543679

>>35543575
i think you’re misunderstanding the mindset here. being turned on by getting genuinely mistreated isnt “bdsm”
>>35543596
do you ever approach these people you see as easy victims? how do these types of situations typically begin? how far do they usually go?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:20:57 No.35543679 Report

Quoted By: >>35543694 >>35543754

>>35543638
it's fun to be just a liiiittle bit off to them. act like any other guy but be a little too touchy, a little to familiar, a little to insistant that they stay right where they are by my side.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:22:28 No.35543694 Report

Quoted By: >>35543711

>>35543679
basically like a little boy?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:24:03 No.35543711 Report

Quoted By: >>35543727 >>35543754

>>35543694
>narcissists are... le emotionally immature??
if i wasn't i would he capable of normal relationships anon. i never claimed this was some glorious thing that set me apart from other people. i am worse because of it.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:25:05 No.35543727 Report

Quoted By: >>35543743 >>35543932

>>35543711
i was just thinking that it's cute in a way.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:26:49 No.35543743 Report

Quoted By: >>35543927

>>35543727
go to hell lol

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:27:27 No.35543750 Report

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>>35543609
ig this makes sense since more deranged people are online usually
>>35543635
yes i try my best to not be be as mentally unwell at the start so they dont get scared instantly

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:27:42 No.35543754 Report

Quoted By: >>35543799

>>35543679
that is hot :)
fuck i wish the guys at lgbt bars weren’t so harmless. i wish there were more risky, scary guys to talk to. but it’s always so safe at the places i frequent, it has me so bored and unfulfilled. maybe i should start hanging around seedier places
>>35543711
no! don’t feel bad about it. narcissists are hot to me and i’d make you feel appreciated for those types of traits <3

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:32:07 No.35543799 Report

Quoted By: >>35543848 >>35543915 >>35547567

>>35543754
>enabling
lol cringe. if i acted on what i wanted to i would go for someone who hated me and the part kf then that drew them to me, but couldn't possibly leave me anyway.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:37:06 No.35543846 Report

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Is it malebrained that pic related is giving me flashbacks to that mission with the fucking searchlights in VC4? I think that's where I quit playing last time because I could never get the A rank. Fuck the Imps.

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:37:35 No.35543848 Report

Quoted By: >>35543932

>>35543799
ohh i see. ok i’ll keep that in mind then. i’m used to having to act enabling cause i’ve dated borderlines mostly and their type of abuse requires constant praise and reassurance that you don’t hate them and what they’re putting you through. so you’d want a girl who pushes back on those behaviors and seemed to dislike them? if a girl complained about a different narcissist in one of the first conversations you had with them, would that be a green light to you?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:42:31 No.35543915 Report

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>>35543799
hmm so we need to convince the abuser that we dont actually like it at all but still want them badly ? i see this is good to know

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:43:36 No.35543927 Report

Quoted By: >>35543953

>>35543743
sorry anon but he's right, i view narcissists and sociopaths as lesser and broken humans so your behaviour is endearing at times

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:44:07 No.35543932 Report

Quoted By: >>35544004

>>35543848
well, i would prefer that on a rational level she hated the idea of being abused, hated the idea of being hurt by me, but her body instinctively reacted to being treated in that way that she has no choice but to go along with all the terrible things i would do to her.
>>35543727
although i am kind of a sucker for when people call my shitty abusive fantasies cute, i'm a bit of a freak in that i'm exclusively a sadist but i have some switchy tendancies as well

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:45:53 No.35543952 Report

Quoted By: >>35544162

>>35541301
i need to replicate my relationship with my father with an abuser without him knowing how can i achieve this?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:46:02 No.35543953 Report

Quoted By: >>35543999 >>35544043 >>35544162

>>35543927
like this. instant erection. i'm just a scsred helpless boy lashing out against the world the only way i know how (thanks dad), it's not my fault you can fix me i promise just give me lots of hugs and i'm sure i'll stop wanting to train you to flinch every time i raise my hand at you

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:50:59 No.35543999 Report

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>>35543953
oh ookay i see so i should be excusing his behaviour because he has trauma and it can maybe be fixed? like is it a mommy issue thing that should be played into like that?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:51:18 No.35544004 Report

Quoted By: >>35544044

>>35543932
>i'm a bit of a freak in that i'm exclusively a sadist but i have some switchy tendancies as well
what so it would turn you on if i forced you into being an object i used to harm myself?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:55:53 No.35544043 Report

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>>35543953
love between two broken souls is so beautiful
the amount of faggots on here with complete pornbrain who post on and on about wanting an """""abusive""""" boyfriend is so annoying these bitches would NEVER ride with true freaks they're all posers

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 16:56:13 No.35544044 Report

Quoted By: >>35544090

>>35544004
not an object, no. more like pull me out of repressing my sadism. make it obvious how much you want me to hurt you. bruise yourself and press my hand against it while you gasp. try to push me around as best you can with your weak little body until i get fed up and push you down and then grun ul at me to make the point of how easy it is to prevoke me into violence.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 17:01:15 No.35544090 Report

Quoted By: >>35544116

>>35544044
oh i'm starting to see. what you're really into is the passionate drama of the tragic frailty of human will?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 17:04:44 No.35544116 Report

Quoted By: >>35544157

>>35544090
that would be a fair analysis. i claim to want to be over this but by revealed preference (continuing to browse this board) i am still very much a slave to my desires.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 17:08:02 No.35544157 Report

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>>35544116
>i am still very much a slave to my desires.
we all are

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 17:08:12 No.35544162 Report

Quoted By: >>35544175 >>35544200

>>35543952
i like to give the people who fuck me my dad’s cologne to wear during sex
>>35543953
so i’m more confused than ever about how to find someone like you. i’m supposed to fall for the part where you’re super open and friendly at first but not like the scary parts that come down the line?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 17:09:20 No.35544175 Report

Quoted By: >>35544204 >>35544383

>>35544162
i don't want to be found, retard.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 17:11:03 No.35544200 Report

Quoted By: >>35544226

>>35544162
oh god lol my mom gave me a bottle of the same cologne my dad wears for my 15th birthday and i still have it lmao thatd be perfect

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 17:11:13 No.35544204 Report

Quoted By: >>35544263

>>35544175
well what the fuck why are you in this thread about how to find and attract abusive men then

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

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jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 17:12:57 No.35544226 Report

Quoted By: >>35544341

>>35544200
>your mom wanted teenage you to smell like your dad

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 17:15:35 No.35544263 Report

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>>35544204
for validation presumably.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 17:21:14 No.35544341 Report

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>>35544226
uh i never thought of it like that desu. ig it is kinda weird

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 17:24:35 No.35544383 Report

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>>35544175
don't respond to that trip, it's an insufferably pornbrained retard. spice 2.0

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 17:32:42 No.35544467 Report

Quoted By: >>35544568

>>35543502

Omg I really hope you find someone that takes it so far that it doesnt even turn you on anymore.. just leaving you broken and trapped. You really deserve it <3

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 17:42:42 No.35544568 Report

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>>35544467
i agree :)

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 17:58:35 No.35544707 Report

Quoted By:

>>35541301
Abusers want someone who is mentally weak. An hrt "femboy" is automatically out because you actually had the mental strength to go on hrt, go dress feminine etc as a boy. That's already too strong.
Also since you want to be abused it's bdsm and not abuse, another red flag for the abuser

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 18:19:56 No.35544934 Report

Quoted By: >>35544959 >>35544967 >>35545526 >>35546682

>>35541301
They like ya isolated - trans women across the country with no family and possibly no friend group are great for not having anyone wonder where they are for a few weeks instead of the same day.

Then they kook for that “doe vibe” - do you come across as prey? Look up psychology of this.

Then a bunch of other stuff, but if you can address those things, 80-90% of abusive men (dangerous too) will avoid ya for easier meat.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 18:21:27 No.35544950 Report

Quoted By:

>>35541301
there are probably scholarly reports from well-meaning organisations that could answer your question.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 18:22:11 No.35544959 Report

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>>35544934
>80-90% of abusive men (dangerous too) will avoid ya for easier meat.
this is true

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 18:23:18 No.35544967 Report

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>>35544934
>with no family
god is this why they avoid me? i live with my older brother and we have a good relationship. i think ive told every guy this so far

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 19:13:42 No.35545526 Report

Quoted By: >>35545710

>>35544934
That's true!
My significant oder made me chose friends or him, so I isolated myself completely. Since he can provide I don't go to work either.
He just wants me to get intoxicated as much as possivle because he likes seing me struggle to talk and walk.

For me it was like I felt he was a little bit of a psycho from the beginning and when he started treatibg me like an abuser I showed submission.
I have thanked them many times for making me isolate and drink like an it-girl lol
I especially love the rough sex when I am barely concious
He even takes pics of me passed out or in my puke, wearing skimpy outfits, looking like rapemeat.
He plans on inviti g friends over and roofie me so I act all slutty for his friends and get my holes filled.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 19:30:39 No.35545710 Report

Quoted By: >>35546078

>>35545526
envy
my brain is so fucking retarded

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 20:01:01 No.35546078 Report

Quoted By: >>35546640

>>35545710
I really hope you find someone that gives your life purpose.
I truly believe that as a stupid tranny I deserve it and I am soo glad rhat I am the victim and not a real woman!
It's time for my hourly shot now :)

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 20:50:56 No.35546640 Report

Quoted By: >>35546658 >>35546854

>>35546078
>I really hope you find someone that gives your life purpose.
you shouldn't say stuff like that to others
it's really damaging...

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 20:52:33 No.35546658 Report

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>>35546640
are you better off healthy than abused in a world that structures the standards of health in accordance with it's own total perversion?

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 20:54:47 No.35546682 Report

Quoted By: >>35546880

>>35544934
since my best friend is out healing from FFS until june, now would be the perfect time for someone to abuse me cause no one is keeping track of me. and i def think the brain damage from meth and popper abuse has given me the doe eyes

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:06:35 No.35546825 Report

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>>35541301
i’m not too sure, but i think you have to come across as not wanting it. you need to be very lovey with them, and show them that you depend on them fully. don’t be too negative about yourself, but display that you have a poor self image and need praise from other people. also, establish abandonment issues, if the abuser believes you’re scared of being dumped, they will possibly use that as a bargaining chip if you ever stop obeying.
i hope you don’t end up in a relationship like this, i’m certain deep down you know it would not be good for you, but you still want it anyway. i know because i'm in the same boat. rape is a disgusting vile thing, but part of me wants it to happen so i have proof someone wants me. stay safe out there!

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:09:15 No.35546854 Report

Quoted By: >>35547039 >>35562744

>>35546640
I would actually be sooo happy if ppl would do the same thing to me.
Saying stuff that helps me nurture a mindset that is damaging, all while I giggle and think i am so happy to have the worst things happen to me lol
This thread was opened exactly for stuff like that and not for healthy things.
Please accept that there are super dumb idiots that want to be victims
Not joking: in my opinion supressing sexualities like that leads to abusers looking for non consenting victims ( see fucking guantanamo bay- stuff I jerk off to, imagining it happen to me) bc they cant imagine a dynamic with someone who says "thank you" after getting that kind of torture.

Please just look the other way round when victims manipulate other victims into joining. They would still do it anyways but this way they have their little flashbacks to foreshadowing moments when they are trapped lol

Dont make society worse lol

Time for another shot, my boyfriend clmes home in 30mins and I am still not wasted enuff for his liking :(

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:11:27 No.35546880 Report

Quoted By: >>35546891

>>35546682
Hahahaha you abuse meth and poppers? What a good girl!
Do you only like men?
Bc if not we could do like a battle who gets wasted worse for my cisf mistress to laugh at.
How much time do you have to get trapped? :)

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:12:23 No.35546891 Report

Quoted By: >>35547008

>>35546880
ayo i ain’t about that poly shit

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:23:06 No.35547008 Report

Quoted By: >>35547136

>>35546891
Lmao what an idiot. There would be nothing amorous lmao only abuse
But its fine, real victims are very very rare. Big talkers on the other hand..

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:25:37 No.35547039 Report

Quoted By: >>35547074

>>35546854
based and thank you

Anonymous

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Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:26:27 No.35547048 Report

Quoted By: >>35547098 >>35547167

>>35541301
Get this off my chest. I'm very much romantically and sexually attracted to trans women and femboys, but they are typically the people i hurt the most. I've spent countless hours online stalking and harassing them. Flirting with them, getting mad at them, saying awful things to them. I hate it. I want to stop. But it's honestly mostly because i grew up religious and my sexual attraction to them is what fucks with me. I want to indulge in it but i can't. Nor do i feel it's socially acceptable to do so. I just want to be balls deep in a feminine person with a penis and fill them up with my cum but i can't. Online dating does nothing for me and i'm too autistic to go outside.

If you feel the same way or have dealt with people like me before, please reply to this and try to help me figure myself out or how to deal with my issues. Thank you. PS i know a lot of you are gonna say "egg" or something like that, since lots of chasers end up being gay or trans, but i don't feel that way. I want to BE with one, not BE one. You know?

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:27:22 No.35547067 Report

Quoted By:

>>35541301
Be weak

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:28:03 No.35547074 Report

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>>35547039
Awww don't say thank you
Tell me to binge drink so my partner gets hard when they come home. Being a set of holes is my only purpose

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:31:06 No.35547098 Report

Quoted By: >>35547167 >>35547679

>>35547048
Please find a tranny/femboy you can punish for being agttracted to them. It will be such a good outlet.
Hatefucking is a super great coping strategy.
If you find a willing victim you will have such a great sex life.

You stalk and harass themm can you tell me how? Please, I want to jerk off to it, imagining it would happen to me :(

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:35:26 No.35547131 Report

Quoted By: >>35556933

>>35543487
How tall

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:35:40 No.35547136 Report

Quoted By: >>35547290

>>35547008
im not interested in fucking around with couples, and im not interested in abuse from someone i don’t love

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:37:54 No.35547156 Report

Quoted By: >>35547202 >>35547248

>>35541301
THe sad thing is that 90% of abuse victims are like this, self hating pussies who literally seek out and reward their abusers for treating them like shit because they equate pain with love and violence with power. OP, youre a degenerate subhuman and you deserve whatever you get from the next shitheel you latch on to like the parasite you are

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:38:43 No.35547167 Report

Quoted By: >>35547679

>>35547048
ok, why do you still feel it’s wrong to do so? i can’t imagine you’re still religious right? most of the time stuff like this needs to be directly addressed. people tend to feel like “god is still watching and judging” them. if this is you, then you need to i would recommend logically going through these thoughts when you encounter them. ask yourself why you feel bad about this, and if you really should. sometimes acknowledging the compulsion to feel bad is enough to begin getting better.
>>35547098
also this is hot, can i get some action as well?

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:41:31 No.35547202 Report

Quoted By: >>35547337

>>35547156
what’s sad about it? abusive people exist and we appreciate them. it’s symbiotic

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:45:13 No.35547248 Report

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>>35547156
I am totes like that too and you are so right lmao
I got abused when i was little. And thats why I behave like that :)
I kinda think its funny that its an endless cycle lmao
But look thebonly other way would be to bohoo about having been abused.
Instead I sexualized it

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:48:56 No.35547290 Report

Quoted By: >>35547318

>>35547136
Don't worry, I dont really care about you :)

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:51:19 No.35547318 Report

Quoted By: >>35547488

>>35547290
oh no whatever will i do? a random anon tweaker cuck doesn’t care about me….

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:53:07 No.35547337 Report

Quoted By: >>35547367 >>35547392 >>35547521

>>35547202
Its not symbiotic. Here's what usually happens IME
>"victim" gets with abuser
>the toxicity of the relationship is totally obvious to everyone but the "victim" insists that their abuser is actually totally a good guy
>"victim" eventually reaches a breaking point, usually caused by the abuser either hurting them too badly or cheating on them
>"victim" runs to friends/family (who aren't allowed to say "I told you so" because that would be insensitive) to cry and beg support
>suddenly the obviously toxic relationship that the "victim" entered into willingly and knowingly and constantly defended to you is now YOUR problem

This exact sequence has been borne out in front of me multiple times with multiple different people. At a certain point you realize that both the abuser and the abused have the same soulless, inhuman outlook, only with the roles inverted.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:53:50 No.35547346 Report

Quoted By: >>35547380

If you actually look for abuse.. you will find it
Most of the self pitty tranny will be glad about ANYONE who gives them attention lmao they dont even get abusers bc they are that much of a loser
Just be a funny victim. The thing is.. that means experience with abusers.
Cant give you a 101 on how to attractvabusers lmao. They sense easy victims.

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:55:35 No.35547367 Report

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>>35547337
i’ve been that victim several times too. just don’t cheat on me idk that’s like my one breaking point

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:56:38 No.35547380 Report

Quoted By: >>35547392 >>35547536

>>35547346
Yes except for the last part.
I never made it someone elses problem
And I ALWAYS went back to my abuser, so much that even my mother calls it love altho I ended up with black and blue eyes a few times lol

Yes, yes the victim is as much of a bad guy, if not even worse!
We egg on our abusers
Even if they are good guys, we make them abuse us

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 21:57:51 No.35547392 Report

Quoted By:

>>35547380
This was meant as response to>>35547337

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:05:37 No.35547488 Report

Quoted By: >>35547551

>>35547318
Aww cant even get abused lmao
What a L.O.S.E.R
Now please instead of answering me write your therapist lmao

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:08:16 No.35547521 Report

Quoted By:

>>35547337
>both the abuser and the abused have the same soulless, inhuman outlook, only with the roles inverted
Yup, well put

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:09:22 No.35547536 Report

Quoted By: >>35547837 >>35548006

>>35547380
You make it the world's problem by enabling your abuser. People who abuse their partners didn't just start there and don't just stop there, they abuse friends, coworkers, family etc. Because thats just their mentality. You validate this approach by rewarding it with love and affection, you feed the egos of bullies because you have no sense of right and wrong, only respect for violence and power.

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:10:13 No.35547551 Report

Quoted By: >>35547740

>>35547488
dude what are you 40

sage

sage Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:11:07 No.35547567 Report

Quoted By:

>>35543799
fuck … this would probably work on me

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Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:19:27 No.35547679 Report

Quoted By: >>35547835 >>35547912

>>35547098
>>35547167
Well, i usually try to flirt or befriend them at first. No matter how it ends up, eventually i reveal to them my true side. The homophobic and transphobic side. And say heartless things to them. Name calling, threats, lots of messed up stuff. But at the same time i kinda get attached to them and feel sad once they block or unfriend me. I wish i could hatefuck my pain away into some bussy ngl

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:24:14 No.35547740 Report

Quoted By: >>35547763

>>35547551
How is that an insult?
Once I am 40 I would be on hormones for 25yrs and looking like any other middle aged women, since I pass now with 26yrs.
It is only an insult to be a john 50 repper, not to be a mature women.
What a loser thinking everyone worries about aging like you do.
My guess is you are mid 30s and still manmoding?

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:25:23 No.35547763 Report

Quoted By: >>35547953

>>35547740
lay off the crystals faggot your posts are nearly illegible

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:31:01 No.35547835 Report

Quoted By: >>35547968

>>35547679
are you really transphobic and homophobic though? from the way you’ve talked about it, i don’t think you believe what you say. are you scared of intimacy? do you use this idea that you’re a bigot to keep others away? you obviously care about them, and truly feel attracted to them, but you back out before anything deeper can happen.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:31:06 No.35547837 Report

Quoted By:

>>35547536
I am really sorry if you think that, but I kinda find it positive that you turn on the victim <3 i like that!
I hope I teach my abusers that they can do what they want with willing victims.
My owner has said multiple times that they have much more control in their daily life, knowing they can take it out on me later.
I also keep them from seof harm by being the one who acts out the self harming behaviour in a funny way. By binge drknking for example..
I don't want to seem needy but I kinda like your input so much, it helps me to see it from a different point of view.
Is there anything you would like to add/would like someone like me to know?

Anonymous

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Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:36:21 No.35547912 Report

Quoted By: >>35547968 >>35548098 >>35548258

>>35547679
Ugh fuck I am so drunk and needy omg but can I send you my discord so you can do this to me?
It would be so hot to get to see some real trans and homophobia.
I swear I won't block you but only fuel that side
I also think i look kinda hot.. but you can also just call me names and block me if you dont think so <3

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:39:40 No.35547953 Report

Quoted By: >>35548117

>>35547763
Dude you are talking to yourself lmao
I don't touch meth while you said you abuse it.
I really hope you get what you deserve, abuse would defenitely just be the beginning hon

Anonymous

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Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:40:46 No.35547968 Report

Quoted By: >>35548098 >>35548101

>>35547835
Hard to say honestly. I don't want to be this way, i just kinda am. I fall into it very easily. I don't get what i want from someone and i go crazy mode.
>>35547912
Well that person in the photo sure does look attractive, but i've been hurt too many times from femboys and transgirls in discord or in games. Sorry but i'm just not in the place right now of mind to take you on. Plus i'm trying to be a better person, not feed my rage. Also you might be a hacker or troll

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:43:50 No.35548006 Report

Quoted By:

>>35547536
Also it totally is not true that I have no sense of right and wrong.
I really do have it
But when it comes to me.. I forget it.
Like it totes is a learned behaviour from my childhood, but I also learned there is nothing I could do to escape this situation. So I started sexualizing it and romanticizing it and everything :) my abusers always started to have fun with me then and it turned into more of a stockholm syndrome thing <3

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:50:27 No.35548098 Report

Quoted By:

>>35547968
you’re not this way anon. someone who was that way would have taken up (>>35547912)’s offer and wouldn’t have the recognition and desire to change as you do. there’s a good person at your core, just waiting to come out. what exactly do you mean by
> I don't get what i want from someone and i go crazy mode
i thought you indulged in that behaviour once you got what you wanted from them, since it made you feel bad for doing so, and you took it out on them. it may seem hollow and superficial, but i really do want you to get better, introspection is an important part in that. take a little break to really dig deep as to why you do this, and why you feel the way you do, you’re already doing good by asking for help.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:50:38 No.35548101 Report

Quoted By: >>35548125 >>35548258 >>35550403

>>35547968
Ugh, its fine
Lmao yes I am the hacker named 4chan, don't tell anyone.
I am actually giggling rn bc I am sooo computer illiterate that the idea of beang a hacker is soo stupid haha
If anyone else wants to have fun, discord is: piggy_fuckdoll

And two more twings.
If it gets your cock rock hard to be like that.. why not indulge
If trannies are your only victims I think everyone will look the other way or even joke about it (which I love so much.. ppl casually joking about being mean bullies)

(This is torally not the alcohol talking, I totally am not a masochistic freak and this is all just roleplay ofc)

jennie !K7ia71FdWU

jennie !K7ia71FdWU Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:52:04 No.35548117 Report

Quoted By: >>35548179 >>35548199

>>35547953
please learn how to handle rejection with grace and dignity instead of autistically spazzing out. go talk to your gf if she actually exists

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:52:56 No.35548125 Report

Quoted By:

>>35548101
And to add.. thank god this site is anonymous.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 22:58:47 No.35548179 Report

Quoted By: >>35548219

>>35548117
you were flirting with that mf in the beginning of the thread lmao

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 23:00:35 No.35548199 Report

Quoted By:

>>35548117
Wow yes you are so right.
I felt totally rejected,you are actually that important to me.
How will i ever handle you, a faceless anonymous tranny on 4chins, rejecting me

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 23:01:51 No.35548219 Report

Quoted By:

>>35548179
..And they think i am the one who is tweaking on meth lmao

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Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 23:05:05 No.35548258 Report

Quoted By: >>35548305 >>35548430 >>35548552

>>35547912
>>35548101
actually fighting my urges to give in. You're hot as fuck and i want some of that in my life. But pp is bad. I need to control myself. I don't want to be mean to you. But if i add you i may be nice to you idk

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 23:08:51 No.35548305 Report

Quoted By:

>>35548258
anon, you know what’s gonna happen if you add her as well as i do. with that said, i won’t stop you. ultimately, it’s your decision if you want to feed the urges or not. if you’d like, i can give my discord so you have someone to vent to, if not, i wish you well on the road to recovery.

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Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 23:18:14 No.35548430 Report

Quoted By: >>35548552

>>35548258
Just trust in yourself.
What is one more time?
Ofc you can always be nice to, you could encourage me to down more shots while I send you some spicey pics.
I would upload them here but I always get banned from hornygen, even for the censored ones.

Please dont listen to people who talk about recovery. If you are an actual sadist.. The healthy thing is not to repress but to find sone way to life it out happily and consensual, so you can supress those urges when they arise in social contexts and not abuse someone who doesnt deserve it!

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 23:29:13 No.35548552 Report

Quoted By: >>35548798 >>35548837

>>35548258
anon, does she >>35548430 sound like she has your best interest in mind? encouraging you to relapse. you want to get better, you know this deep down. if you didn’t you wouldn’t be here, right? you wouldn’t have asked for help. look at your past self and learn from his mistakes. don’t let his efforts go in vain. look the self you desperately want to be in the eyes and tell him your choice. watch him smile and well up with tears if you tell him you want to be like him, or watch his face fall destitute as you deny him his right to live. you know the right choice, i believe in you

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Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 23:47:27 No.35548798 Report

Quoted By: >>35548844 >>35548884

>>35548552
Regardless, i'm too scared to add her. I want to, but it will only end in bad things. Either i'll treat her badly or she'll end up being a troll or something. I wish a genuinely real femboy or transgirls would show interest in me, for who i truly am and accept how unattractive i am

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 23:51:11 No.35548837 Report

Quoted By:

>>35548552
I am just teasing!
Dont make this out to be like something big.
First of all.. having to push someone isnt really what turns me out. I lose interest quickly since I do this for quick validation.
Dream scenario would have been:him getting a hard on and not controlling himself but acting on his urges

You acting like this can only be unhelpfull triggers me honestly.
So far my answers have been in a horny and ditzy mood but.. ugh
I honestly think it can be therapeutic to act out those behaviours if "aftercare" is involved. With that I mean reflecting on it all.
From what i have seen.. the classical sadist has had some traumatic experience
The reason they want to see others suffer is curiosity..
How does someone else act, presented with a similar struggle. And if they handle it too well, preasure usually will be increased until they suffer.

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 23:52:19 No.35548844 Report

Quoted By: >>35548922 >>35548937

>>35548798
you made the right choice, well done. i’m not exactly the best looking myself, but i am a tgirl. i understand if you want distance, if you want to wait to feel better, but if you want to talk i'm open to adding you. i take no offence either way. enjoy becoming who you deserve to be, i hope the best for you

Anonymous

Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 23:56:32 No.35548884 Report

Quoted By: >>35548922

>>35548798
At least you posted a cute cat pic. I am satisfied with that too..
Also my euphoria from drinking wears off anyway slowly.

Are you a cis dude? Bc then its honestly not too hard to have some other good qualities.
Humor, making someone feel safe, making someone feel special.. looks are an easy way to get a foot in the door but not everything.
With all that being said.. i dont want love but validation, so for me looks are almost everything. Sry

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Anonymous Fri 26 Apr 2024 23:59:15 No.35548922 Report

Quoted By: >>35549010 >>35549020

>>35548844
I might add you yeah. I"m always open to finding an outlet for these pent up ideas i have. I can't vent to anyone really since all my family is religious and all my online friends are conservative retards lol.
>>35548884
I'm Cis yes. God i hate that word. I'm a natural born male, a real male, a biological one. Don't say Cis lol it's gay as fuck. Honestly i want both love AND validation. Looks come second.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 00:00:16 No.35548937 Report

Quoted By: >>35549010

>>35548844
You did it!
Instead of having a quick orgasm, my man now feels bad for his desires. Feels kinda wholesome in a christian way lmao
"

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 00:04:55 No.35548988 Report

Quoted By: >>35548997

>>35543596
>future victims basically have it written all over their faces, you can find them walking around basically anywhere
can you describe this?

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 00:05:49 No.35548997 Report

Quoted By:

>>35548988
read the thread

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 00:07:32 No.35549010 Report

Quoted By: >>35549094 >>35549493

>>35548922
awesome, i don’t much care for my username being in the archive, can i post an unsee?
>>35548937
it’s ok to have desires, and i agree that in some cases acting them out in a safe controlled environment is best, but anon didn’t want that.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 00:08:42 No.35549020 Report

Quoted By: >>35549227

>>35548922
How exactly is this person different from religious family? Will they tell you anything other than feeling bad? Is it because this person acts as if they actually care or you hoping they at least seem to do as they preach?

I dont get why you would rather talk to someone who tells you to supress your desires, rather than living them consensual lmao.

>God i hate that word.
>I'm a natural born male
>a real male, a biological one. Don't say Cis lol it's gay as fuck

Ngl that kinda made me squirmish.
But I am so sorry, you are so right, I didnt want to make you feel gay, I am the fag after all :)

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 00:17:32 No.35549094 Report

Quoted By: >>35549161

>>35549010
As I read it:
My man is in a religious environment
Has to supress his urges
Is afraid to be unmanly
Overcompensates it in a sadistic way

Why not let him call me a faggot and enrage him a little in a playfull way until he has let off steam and then talk abt how to handle shit so he can integrate all those complex aspects of life?
I mean you do you. At the end of the day I dont think its unreasonable to assume all my abusers (that I got that deep with) gaslighted me about it being helpfull lol so take whatever I say as something maybe coming from someone with a little bit of a skewed perspective... bc I really sexualized all the abuse lol

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 00:26:12 No.35549161 Report

Quoted By: >>35549276

>>35549094
he feels bad whenever he indulges. letting him do so now would only perpetuate his problem. the talk about why he feels this way and how to not should come first, otherwise when he indulges he may push you away and thus not get better. i believe this approach is best, but i admit i may be wrong.

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Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 00:31:31 No.35549227 Report

Quoted By: >>35549299

>>35549020
It doesn't make me feel gay it's just that i disagree with modern day gender norms. There are only 2 genders.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 00:36:32 No.35549276 Report

Quoted By: >>35549345

>>35549161
I mean dude.. he should feel bad if he is trans and homophobic towards people that dont like it.. and treatening them too..
It's actually kinda psycho shit but in a certain context it can be hot.
For some reason he wants to confront people with stuff like that. To get a reaction. Why not make it lead to hatefucking and then get clear and talk like two grown adults.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 00:38:34 No.35549299 Report

Quoted By:

>>35549227
I am too stupid to care about gender norms to be honest. I just wanna be cute and desireable

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 00:45:13 No.35549345 Report

Quoted By: >>35549513 >>35549530

>>35549276
yeah. yeah. up until he said that stuff about cis and real, i was hoping he was just a little messed up. ironically, i has broken bird syndrome this time. i truly did want him to get better, i get why you wouldn’t believe me, but i did. i agree, that transphobic stuff can absolutely be hot in the right situation, i literally have a misgendering kink, but he doesn’t see it that way. i know talking to him will only really bring me down, and not bring him up. on a more personal level, i also sexualized my abuse as a coping mechanism, i think we are more alike then we are different. stay safe!
anon, if you’re reading this. i still believe you can get better, but you have to stop being homophobic and transphobic to do so.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:01:27 No.35549493 Report

Quoted By: >>35549543 >>35549571

>>35549010
nta but if you want a hotter and more socially confident anon to talk to you how you wanted, post that unsee

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Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:03:37 No.35549513 Report

Quoted By: >>35549566 >>35549571

>>35549345
bro i'm depressed as fuck reading all this shit back. Like it kinda hurts to know i'm disappointing even to the people who i try to mock. I'm not as bad as i come off to be i guess. I truly do want to solve my issue. But seeing how you people react to my last comment, i'm honestly feeling even more outcast than when i first came in here.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:05:45 No.35549530 Report

Quoted By: >>35549571

>>35549345
Dunno but that was kinda harmless to me.
In the end, I would find it interesting to talk to the guy but he probs won't message me.
The perspective how bad he should feel is the norm so he shouldnt have a problem finding someone who judges him if he needs another perspective than mine.
Sorry but "I too sexualized my abuse" sounds a bit like how do you do fellow kids to me lol
Not doubting you, the way you brought it up just seems not too organic lol

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Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:07:11 No.35549543 Report

Quoted By: >>35549561 >>35549587

>>35549493
honestly bro you're kind of a dick. I'm the one getting these girl's attention and you come in here claiming you're "hotter' and "more socially confident" ? Man it's people like you that make me hate people. I'm the Anon everyone is talking about and you try to come and swoop away the few girls that are showing me some interest or whatever. I feel like a fucking joke.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:08:43 No.35549561 Report

Quoted By: >>35549618

>>35549543
it took you over an hour to respond dude and it was to me instead of the gal youre talking to lmao. and sorry man you just gave me that vibe im sure youre a cool guy and all that. plus girls can chat with multiple people so dont be too autistic about it my friend

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:09:27 No.35549566 Report

Quoted By: >>35549618

>>35549513
Now dont make it sadder than it is lol
Its an anonymous board.
Please dont take things as too meaningfull. See it a ttaining mode.
This time the convo left you feeling shitty.
Next time you might feel better.
Anyways post more cats pls

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:10:10 No.35549571 Report

Quoted By:

>>35549493
after a day like today, a little break would be nice.

https://unsee cc/album#mkOjG8jyieOo

>>35549513
well, the unsee is there. i’ll give you a chance. i believe people can change, but i’m not gonna ruin my mental health for you.
>>35549530
that’s fair desu. i was just trying to find a middle ground.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:11:49 No.35549587 Report

Quoted By: >>35549622

>>35549543
Now you know how I felt when you didnt add me </3
Broken hearts all over the place lol
Now lets talk abt something less awkward maybe

Also my guy took the L anyway, he answered the one who said "she doesn't look good" instead of me

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Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:15:46 No.35549618 Report

Quoted By: >>35549700

>>35549561
>>35549566
I'm off work spending my time wasting it away listening to femboy asmr on youtube right after going gorilla mode on my fleshlight pretending it's a femboy. Of course i'm not happy. I'm miserable. I hate this existence and having minor competition in the slightest way for female attention is what pushes me over the edge. It's like touching a nerve, it angers me beyond words. Fuck that faggot. Fuck all these faggots. Maybe i'm right. Maybe i should just turn full homophobie and transphobe afterall. I mean atleast then i'd feel like i understand myself more. If no one wants to help me or make my dick shoot, then why even bother. I'm not an extremist, but deep down i've gotten kinda happy or fulfilled when watching gore videos of tranny and gay executions. Or even just general hatred or physical damage towards lgbt people. Thank god for the internet. Not only can i jerk it to them on pornhub but also watch em die lol.

OK see that. That's what i mean. I let my anger take over. Like i shouldn't be posting this information. But it's truthful. It HAS been something in my past. And i'm not sure how to change it.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:16:03 No.35549622 Report

Quoted By: >>35549640

>>35549587
girls with low self-esteem are more fun

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:17:31 No.35549640 Report

Quoted By: >>35549653

>>35549622
You havent seen me after a few drinks and being called an ugly faggot lol
Just kidding, have fun

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:19:06 No.35549653 Report

Quoted By: >>35549714

>>35549640
i'll just close my eyes then

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:22:06 No.35549675 Report

Quoted By:

>>35541301
I think I am just naturally abusable. Nobody really likes me, they will only tolerate me but if I even do one thing wrong they will completely flip out on me like a sociopath or something. I am short and weird though. People just laothe my existence

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:24:28 No.35549700 Report

Quoted By: >>35549727

>>35549618
Now that sparks my interest and probably is proof of my taste in men... but kinda hot lol.
Its anonymous qnyway lmao but there is some german content thats basically.. hatespeech against trannies, paired with hot images and stuff like that. Meant to trap ppl like me in a self hate spiral.
Loved being forced to watch it and feel like shit for cumming buckets to it and wanting to be the victim lol

So I get that.
Just dont snap at random people please.
There is trannies that will let you punch them in the face and say thank you.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:26:01 No.35549714 Report

Quoted By: >>35549726

>>35549653
Is this meant to be an insult?
Srsly I am maybe alrdy a bit drunk lol

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:27:06 No.35549726 Report

Quoted By:

>>35549714
>Is this meant to be an insult?
no

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Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:27:12 No.35549727 Report

Quoted By: >>35549785

>>35549700
sounds really nice if i could consenually abuse a cute boy or tranny but cuddle them afterwards and give them endless kissies and rubs. Too bad i'm me. If i looked like someone else or had someone else's personality i might actually achieve my dreams of being married to a boywife and living together. Honestly filled me with so much power when i'd bully vrchat trannies in their safe spaces. They would get so emotional and teary. Their anger and sadness was something else. Made my heart feel otherworldly.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:35:12 No.35549785 Report

Quoted By: >>35549865

>>35549727
anon, i’m offering you know? did you miss it? or do you just not want me after what i said

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Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:44:44 No.35549865 Report

Quoted By: >>35549876

>>35549785
I honestly don't know man. I"m autistic and i'm also self sabotaging. As much as i want to talk to you in private, i'm also afraid to do so. That and i don't trust you. Sorry i'm a stupid guy who doesn't know how to get what he wants in life, but i don't see it changing anytime soon. I like your offer, but i'm too paranoid to try and find out if it's genuine or not. I wish i was normal

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:45:59 No.35549876 Report

Quoted By: >>35549908

>>35549865
it’s ok, good luck anon, in spite of my outburst, i’m rooting for you

Anonymous

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Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:49:21 No.35549908 Report

Quoted By: >>35549954 >>35553285

>>35549876
i don't know how to describe this feeling. It's like watching the girl you oggled all throughout highschool run away and get married to the jock. Meanwhile you're just sitting there watching your lost memories disappear over the horizon. But they were never real to begin with. I had no chance. But maybe i will try and addd you on discord idk. Part of me wants to do so but i also kind of want to lay down and forget about the world for a few hours.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 01:54:58 No.35549954 Report

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>>35549908
well, you can write my username down and think about for a few hours, just make sure to have a screenshot of a reply of mine so i know who you are. there is no need to rush into something if you’re not comfortable, i want to help you, not bring you more harm

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 02:14:28 No.35550127 Report

Quoted By: >>35552463

Why are abusive men so often just insecure autists?
I have to be honest and say woman abuse better.
They need to be more manipulative since they usually are the physically weaker ones.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 02:43:15 No.35550403 Report

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>>35548101
sent you a request if you’re still looking for someone hot and aggressive to degrade you.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 06:15:59 No.35552422 Report

Quoted By: >>35552431

>>35543581
so what the fuck do i do? i cant just stop doing this shit

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 06:17:15 No.35552431 Report

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>>35552422
trial and error /shrug

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 06:21:31 No.35552463 Report

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>>35550127
women make abusive men lel

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 07:52:26 No.35553114 Report

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thread full of broken worthless humans
you'll all cause your own young death and the world will be a better place for it. don't keep the devil waiting

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 08:15:04 No.35553285 Report

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>>35549908
you are a bit of a loser who fumbled two tranners that wanted to talk to you. its ok because i added them instead

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 12:17:20 No.35554794 Report

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>>35542311
>>35543272
yup these three ended up with multiple people fucking with me

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 12:21:49 No.35554817 Report

Quoted By: >>35555288

The older /abusegen/s were better

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 13:29:43 No.35555288 Report

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>>35554817
this
this board is irredeemable trash now, it's literally all twitterfags
i don't know where else to go

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 13:52:07 No.35555501 Report

Quoted By: >>35556933

>>35543487
ily ily ily ily ur by far the best poster this boards ever had

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 14:02:48 No.35555608 Report

Quoted By:

>>35542311
does ur soul stay damaged after u die?

>>35543581
those just attract e-sexers that shit up social spaces to coom over eachother theyre not actually abusive relationships. i mean most abuse victims or potential abuse victims arent anywhere near outgoing enough to be like that, and when they are they usually ghost wherever they do it pretty quickly

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 14:30:31 No.35555833 Report

Quoted By: >>35556133

Just woke up re-reading the messages..
Fml i was so wasted yesterday :)

Its funny to see a lot of armchair psychologists here.
No, not everyone is annoying irl just bc they r an easy victim lol.
I am usually pretty competent, social and pretty likeable from what other people told me.
But if I get triggered into the submissive mindset.. i basically turn into a needy puppy.
And that can be annoying for people that dont want to take advantage of me. Gladly I am pretty good at getting found by abusers lol
Also shit like not outgoing.. you rly have no clue..
Most of the severe cases of masochism that really get off to being abused I know are hypersexual whores, that have had something happen in early childhood.

The non outgoing one, the annoying one.. those are types of personalities and may be part of how they have handled their experiences.
The "innocent" victim some people think they need to portrait to get abused usually attracts damaged guys. Like the autist last night.
Thats really not hot.
I personally never played the innocent but i made it clear that i know whats going on but still can't away bc my broken mind says I deserve that treatment and that its hot how heartless they are just to have "fun".

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 14:54:53 No.35556133 Report

Quoted By: >>35556381

>>35555833
>Also shit like not outgoing.. you rly have no clue..
>Most of the severe cases of masochism that really get off to being abused I know are hypersexual whores,
key term being "I know". you don't know the ones that aren't like that

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 15:14:25 No.35556381 Report

Quoted By: >>35556627

>>35556133
Yes, I make it clear that I speak of personal experience and that ppl differ. and not like some, act as if abusers nd victims are monoliths and all the same as each other.
But whatever, most of the ppl here dont seem to have much experience anyways

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 15:30:42 No.35556627 Report

Quoted By: >>35556753

>>35556381
yeah, true, this place is 99.9% posers nowadays

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 15:33:45 No.35556676 Report

Quoted By:

>>35541301
Ask, simply, honestly. Would you like to abuse me Sir?

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 15:39:30 No.35556753 Report

Quoted By:

>>35556627
That's true but it is very hard to find people in general that are really limitless.
99% of people tell me at some point that it's too extreme what I do.
When my abuser tells me I am fat and should go and puke.. how I get told I have to imagine the flushing as applause..
But the thing is.. the ones that do get hard when i talk about my abuse really really push me to accept my place.
The thing i love most is when i have my "clear" moments and become a litlle bit frightened and strangers tell me how much it amuses them.
For me it is a helpless situation bc my abuser really knows how to manipulate me and use triggers to fuck with me..
I assured my abuser that even if I manage to get away.. they would just need to send a letter with the perfume they wear for our sessions.. and i would be right back. Even if they told me they are going to beat me senseless, I couldnt resist..
I would really love for other people getting trapped the same way <3

saint !!ZviVqNcOg6L

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saint !!ZviVqNcOg6L Sat 27 Apr 2024 15:46:34 No.35556847 Report

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>tfw too beefy to get abused
built like a linebacker, I could overpower anyone who tried... and that sucks!

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 15:52:13 No.35556933 Report

Quoted By: >>35557729 >>35557743 >>35559259

>>35547131
90th percentile or so.
>>35555501
love you too, sweetheart.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 16:48:26 No.35557574 Report

Quoted By: >>35557611

>>35543487
Soo hot

You said ama..
So ermm.
Do you like it more to have an unwilling victim..that is left traumatized afterwards.. stuff like making trannies suicidal on an anonymous bord 4 example..
Or someone who giggles along stupid until you overstep their boundries. Still traumatized by it but they learn to accept it and sexualize it

Apatethic toy that doesnt put up a fight or slut that giggles while you put a rope around her neck

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 16:52:09 No.35557611 Report

Quoted By: >>35558590

>>35557574
both. fuck. keep talking.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 17:03:47 No.35557729 Report

Quoted By:

>>35556933
I don't know what that means

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 17:05:05 No.35557743 Report

Quoted By:

>>35556933
Whatever I do now just give me cm or meters please. 90th percentile does not tell me much except you're tall

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 18:33:14 No.35558590 Report

Quoted By:

>>35557611
Well i am the second one
Rn I am working towards alcohol addiction
My owner wants to see me indulge like a greed pig lol
But I also get turned on by innocent victims getting fucked with
I feel truly sorry for them but get why people get rock hard doing it to the stupid whores lol
I love to be like...pushing other trannies along and watch them get trapped.. but at the end it gets me as well lol bc its fun to fuck with stupid trannies lol we should be stand ins for real woman anyways.
An euqal society is only possible with a someone to take outvthe anger on.i would love to get hatefucked by a bull so he later can be romantic with their cis partner, not having to objectify them

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 18:55:28 No.35558853 Report

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All I can say as a drunk tranny is:thanks for all the abuse. Ttabsphonia shows you think about how to get to me and how to really hurtvme. Thats only possible if we are close <3

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 19:17:22 No.35559179 Report

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>>35543487
>ama
how do u feel abt the idea of drugging someone/getting them high (knowingly or unknowingly) to take advantage of them

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 19:23:20 No.35559259 Report

Quoted By:

>>35556933
*6* FEET?? theres no way ur real ur too perfect r u an angel

Anonymous

Anonymous Sat 27 Apr 2024 22:32:22 No.35561236 Report

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>>35541301
Find a black guy with a huge dick - get pounded withoutg getting abused.

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Anonymous Sun 28 Apr 2024 00:30:23 No.35562656 Report

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Generally, sadists and masochists just have a magnetism that draws them together. The tells aren't really articulable.

t. masochist who has dated multiple sadists

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 28 Apr 2024 00:39:01 No.35562744 Report

Quoted By: >>35564505

>>35546854
>please accept that there are super dumb idiots that want to be victims
There's an even more taboo layer to this that even people in BDSM spaces don't like to talk about, which is that for some people, only in finding someone to hurt/be hurt by do they find a sense of peace. That sort of relationship can literally somehow make both people involved in it far more functional than they were before.

Anonymous

Anonymous Sun 28 Apr 2024 03:56:00 No.35564505 Report

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>>35562744
Yees totally!
Like what i have gets called abusive so much by ppl in the bdsm community. Just want others to be happy for me tho :(

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