>>35183555lmao diy is cheap as hell a part time minimum wage job can pay for it ***EASILY. if thats not an option due to reasons such as severe pussyitis, just get a diy orchie. its painful and itll suck having no hormones w hot flashes n everything but its still FAAAAAAAAAAR better than being on testosterone and you'll get hrt eventually. its not a great path, but the other options are much worse and many ppl have gone through a lot worse in trying to transition
also check out hrtgen if you havent already