I simply want to be a beautiful man.

i just turned 18, and i'm 5'11, wide jawline and generally kinda clocky

is there any hope of me ever passing or is it over for me?

>21M
>Bi
>Considered as the "gay one" in the friend group
>Doesn't bother me
>Never has been in a relationship
>Has low self esteem
>MentalHealthProblems.exe
>Has a rough night talking with a girl
>Thinking of SH but instead goes on dating app
>Finds cute boy
>Sends message after some liquid courage
>Gets messages back
>Talk for a bit
>Gets asked if they wanted to be together
>*Panics*
>Says Yes
>Goes on date
>We park at a beach
>Watching the sunset
>Gets Rizzed
>Brain freezes
>Asks to see my hands to compare size
>HeldHands.Png
>*Blushes*
>Drive to a park at night
>Made out on the grass
>Fast forward a week
>I am pinned, face down, a** up
>Hes in control
>We finish
>Car covered in lube and smells like semen
>We get dressed
>Drive to tacobell

"I just had sex and im about to eat NACHOS! ITS THE GREATEST MOMENT OF MY LIFE!"-Adam Driver

it can always be worse
you could be taller, you could be broader shouldered, you can always be uglier
take grace for what you have and accept some things are good and some bad.

Straight Sissy thread. How far did you go down the straight sissy hole? My biggest fantasy is to be "forced" to wear pink panties whilst a sucking a trans girl at a party and then having her friends come in and use me.

>be me 10
>meth addict parents so cps takes me to foster care
Foster dad is a widowed ex marine and is very nice to me
>be me 14
>closeted gay boy questioning his gender
>eventually can't take it anymore and break down telling foster dad how much I hate being a boy
>tells me it's okay and that I don't have to be a boy if I don't want to
>I start hrt, feeling better then ever
>foster dad helps me pick a new name
>he names me dahlia, after his passed wife
>he defends me whenever I get bullied at school, fights for me with doctors to make sure I get proper doses
>be me 19
>feeling really really depressed and dysphoric because I'm terrified trumps gonna take away my hrt
>make a post on Twitter joking about roping
>not even ten minutes later he rushes to my room in a panic, looking like he's gonna throw up
>he looks concerned and terrified as he mentions the tweet
>I run over to him and hug him telling him I was only joking
>he hugs me with an iron grip and makes me promise not to ever kill myself or even joke about it
>I nod and assure him I won't
>he tells me that his wife died from a suicide, not an illness like I thought
>he's crying as he tells me about it. He never cries.
>she apparently had a lot of painful medical issues before they got married
>eventually, the pain was too much and she killed herself
>I hold him tightly and tell him that I'll never leave him

I love my foster dad so much. I can't even remember my shitty bio dad's face. I wish I could marry my foster dad. Every other boy I've dated just can't measure up to him. He's so kind, and strong, and loving. And I see how lonely he is. I want so badly to comfort him and stay by his side forever. If he asked me to be his wife I'd say yes in an instant. I don't care if he's in his forties, he's the hottest kindest guy I've ever met. He keeps asking me if I have a crush on any boys and every bone in my body wants me to say "you daddy!" But I just say no. How do I stop wanted to date my dad? :(

What kind of coffee would you like? Something hot and steamy or cool and refreshing?

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>be me 20 mtf 3 months on hrt
>6'1, 250 pounds, broad shoulders, deep voice and very muscular hands
>deeply submissive personality
>crave to be a small cute submissive slutty wife for a big strong man
>want to be soft, and weak, and pathetic
>live in a conservative religious family in rural conservative town in a red state


Wtf did God mean by this?? Intelligent design my ass. I have the mind and soul of submissive bimbo but the body of a fucking viking berserker.

How long until kanye comes out as trans/gay?