be brutally honest, 18F, i just nwant to gauge if im attractive or not. My tiktok is fishlover1793 and my disocrd is byleth0207 if you want to see more
>be me, mtf who trooned out at 17 and now am almost 19 >mom finds out im trans while helping me with college prep because i was dumb >she is unsupportive and hates being around me after finding out and becomes more transphobic than she was already >my mom and dad eventually sit me down and my dad asks me if i am willing to get a hormone test so he can see if im actually just low on T and think im a girl >make deal with my dad that i will get T injections and then see if i still want to go on hrt and if its normal i can get on E >ffw a few months and i get tested and its all normal results for my age >dad doesnt bring it up but he eventually sits me down again with my mom a week after the test results for a talk >he tells me that he supports me but that i need to choose a different name because he thinks my chosen name doesnt fit me etc >stick with my chosen name and my dad stays somewhat supportive but still deadnames me and gets mad when he sees me dressed fem and even makes me wear different clothes if my outfit is too revealing >ffw to winter break of college >i go to my dads moms house for winter break because she was the first supportive family member i came out to >tell her how my dad refuses to call me my new name and so on >she tells me it is probably because when he was growing up and probably into his 30s he had a crush on Daisy Duke from the Dukes of Hazzard show that he grew up with >i have the same type of hair and hair color as Daisy Duke and i even somewhat look like her in facial structure especially with makeup on >realize my dad deadnames me to cope that his daughter looks like his childhood crush and has the same name as her >realize he tried to convince me to not change my name to daisy cuz of this and he purposefully didnt tell me why
My dad sees me as a woman and is still supportive but still deadnames me. I really want to see my parents for my birthday next week but I cant get the idea of him out of my head because im a degen. What do i do?
