Why are bpd theyfabs superior to ftms?

>Always dated girls
>Always masterbate to femboys or trans girls

I think mentally I prefer girls, but sexually I much prefer trans girls. I barely get hard with girls but trans girls send me crazy.

Girl wonders why dick doesn't work. Trans girls think I am a straight chaser. What do? Also relationships don't exist with trans girls it's dicks out first time every time.

ALSO in Australia barely any trans and I have to basically travel or find someone for overseas.

I love Asian dicks with pubes but dry asses are just not as good. It's a complicated world

I just bought a bottle of self tanner and a self tanning mit

why am I doing this...

I am so gay for buff white men that look like they could kill me, I don't get it. It's not even like a purely a sexual thing, I just feel butterflies in my tummy when I talk to and see buff white men. I love white men so much it's INSANE. I'm not white if that helps.

Fuck my stupid puppy life
Why can’t I be a tranny? Hrt is a meme
I hate myself for being wrong

I love manly masculine men

>have to go outside to buy something
>see friend groups of cis women around my age walking in pretty clothes and talking about their boyfriends and such
>see older women walking with their kids
>realize that I'll never be able to have any of that, what normal women take for granted is for me an impossible dream that I will never achieve
>day ruined

The difference between men and women. Which one are you?

if i have big ears does that mean im gay

Trannies i have a question. Epilating your balls, can it be done? How effective is epilating the pubes of your ballsack compared to shaving the hair of your nuts? Thank you.