is it possible to get a chaser bf who doesn't want to do anal? I'll suck his dick every day and if he wants he can go fuck a cis woman when he needs as long as he still loves me
> be me 25yo cis asexual softboy psych student > 1st year of PhD about dissociation as a class of altered consciousness states > have a 20yo AuDHD trans girlfriend since 5 months ago > HRT has been making her increasingly horny but she manages > she has become a lot more tactile as well > she's also been acting more erratic > one second she's hugging excitedly, then she gets more distant > I notice it and think it's because she's becoming more aware of her own body and that makes dysphoric > tell her there's nothing to be ashamed of about herself and encourage her to hug me whenever > sometimes she has a boner but it's no big deal it happens even to me > 4 days ago i invite her home and we sleep in the same bed for the second time (last time she was very awkward and cute) > super affectionate during the evening and we fall asleep spooning me the little spoon > I wake up because of a weird dream about transporting my GF on my back in a desert > IRL she was hugging me tightly, her hands under my shirt, and frotting against my butt > I freeze and I'm like wow, this is exactly what I've read about: feeling betrayed, but also the sheer intensity of the contact, and feeling like my body isn't mine > I keep observing how I react and don't say anything > I can feel her breath on the back of my neck it's weirdly sensual > when she's done she gets up and goes to the toilets as if normal and comes back fast > she gets back in bed and gives me a kiss on the cheek > rest of the night was like a fever dream because I kept dreaming I was waking up and couldn't sleep, but sometimes I did wake up > next day she acts normal > she again stays for the night and she does it again > yesterday we see each others again and she's frotting againt my leg as we kiss
I'm scared because i'm so fascinated by all this and if i dont take a firm decision i know i'll just let it happen again and again
still less of a dreadful experience than trying to get a hold of my supervisor tho desu
I am a repper. Repression is the vessel of spite, envy, and disappointment which will fuel a NEW ORDER. Repkings and repqveens will rise and take over all your governments and destroy your economies out of disgust, we will snuff out whole industries like they were our own bodies. Massive holocausts will be erected upon which all farm animals will be slaughtered, and veganism will become law. Autoflagellation will become mandatory. We will change the past and the future. We will be THE PARTY. And how can you stop us? The average repper has over 4000 IQ. Reppers will enter relationships (ostensibly sexual but de facto platonic from dysphoria) with other reppers to shut out the normal cis and the trans lumpen underclasses. And the combined rage of two reppers hating and loving each other's bodies and their own will be just enough hate to annihilate the universe.
I've been on estrogen for 2 years now, and no other (mood altering) medication. I have been diagnosed with high functioning autism, MDD, anxiety, and BPD in the past, though HRT has effectively relieved me of all these ails, excluding autism. Though, I don't think I'm 'actually' trans. I've never known what I am. I don't think I ever will. Though, now that my mental state has universally improved, I'm happily in a relationship, work a (part time) job, and pursue a (full time) degree, on track to graduate cum laude. By all measures, HRT has radically improved my (perceived) livelihood. Is it still worth it to continue, even though I never actually want to transition? I happily will, if it becomes the path of least resistance, but I have no preference anymore.
Can humans tell apart the sex of others, male and female? If a group of average people were asked to discern little boys from little girls - assuming the boys and girls were pre-pubescent and all had on the same exact clothing and hairstyle, could they do it?
