i feel like i see straight trannies wayyy more often than transbians show up, is this just my own biases or do we need to start making more transbians at the transbian factory
Moving to Thailand made me realize that I wanted to be a girl
I moved to Thailand a while ago because I always had a thing for Asian girls, and when I got here, I was like a kid in a candy store: got money, no attachments, nothing to do, and I started partying. It got wild. I was picking up girls every night. Always different ones. Petite ones, chubby ones, older ones, and sometimes multiple ladies a night. I – I was out of control. I became insatiable.
And after about a thousand nights like that, you start to lose it. I started wondering “where am I going with this? Wh- why do I feel this need to fuck all these women? What is desire? The form of this cute Asian girl, why does it have such a grip on me? Because she’s the opposite of me? Is she gonna complete me in some way?” I realized, I could fuck a million women, I’d still never be satisfied. Maybe – maybe what I really want is to BE one of these Asian girls.
So I put out an ad, looking for a white guy, my age, to come over and fuck me. And that guy looked a lot like me. Then I put on some lingerie and perfume, made myself look like one of these girls, and - I thought I looked pretty hot. And then this guy came over and railed the shit outta me. And then I got addicted to that. Some nights three, four guys would come over and rail the shit outta me. Some I even had to pay. And at the same time, I’d hire an Asian girl, that’d just sit there and watch the whole thing. I’d look in her eyes while some guy was fucking me and I’d think, “I am her. And I’m fucking me.”
Hey, we all have our Achilles heel, ya know? Where does it come from? Why are some of us attracted to the opposite form, ya know, and some of us the same? Sex is a poetic act, it’s a metaphor. Metaphor for what? Are we our forms? Am I a middle-aged white guy on the inside, too? Or inside, could I be an Asian girl?
I guess I was trying to fuck my way to the answer.
I wanna troon out so bad but i also wanna be a paratrooper Problem: Trooners cant join military Now i have to make a retarded ass choice of be cool or be cute >:(
my bf is starting hrt soon and he's been prescribed testosterone enanthate by his endo and she told him to start @ 125mg every 2 weeks. i kinda feel like this dose is bullshit because everywhere i look it says that enanthate takes like a week to leave your body - and im also on estradiol enanthate and im taking injections once every 7 days. it makes no sense to me that my bf should be taking injections every 2 weeks if enanthate expires 7 days in but i'm not an endo nor am i a diy poonchad so if anyone here has any advice i'd be grateful. thanks in advance