Why is there a woman in my life causing me to feel regretful about continuing transition :/

I of course have accepted in my mind that we can just be friends but she is hinting to wanting to be something more and I feel guilty and sad whenever I think about trying to continue transitioning because of how I know this person would rather appreciate me as a guy.

She doesn’t know about my mental illness and I don’t think I’m going to start something special with her and detrans because I’ve heard that these feelings will just resurface later down the line.

I’ve thought about just trying to accept this life of always having perceived GD but lately there have been people in my life that are causing me to feel very regretful even though deep inside, I just want to be fem presenting and settle down and with a man someday, despite the sudden feelings I’ve encountered lately ):

I’m just not sure if continuing to transition makes sense or if I should repress these feelings for good and try to make something special happen with this lady

Where can i find transbian feet and puppyplay porn (whether drawn, written, or recorded)?
t. femcel (all other girls i have been with just wanted to suck my gickle :(

any FTMs here?? it seems like mostly MTFs..

>be me
>be trans woman in minnesota
>bleach my hair and dye it pinkish red
>don't touch it at all for a year
>have big meeting with Governor
>get male style suit but in pink color, spend hundreds on it
>don't do my roots, why would I do that?

Why couldn't she bleach her roots or at least freshen up the dye?
What causes this?
Also yea Walz doing good but idk can't Liz or some other tttt minnesota tranny hangout with him?

https://www.mprnews.org/story/2023/03/08/walz-moves-to-protect-those-seeking-genderaffirming-care
>Gov. Tim Walz signed an executive order Wednesday ensuring people who seek and receive gender-affirming care in the state have protection under the law.

I fumbled a bi4bi relationship with a lovely girl who wanted me to crossdress for her

t. twink femboy

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Imagine the smell

>almost 23
>youth draining faster than ever
>no irl friends
>still a honbeast
>doing worse than ever before
when does it end

Excuse me while I cause an entire generation of trannies to repress in shame while simultaneously being praised by cisqueers as if I did a good thing. Haha.

Posts like these?
(I love them they make me so euphoric)