I think the most embarrassing and retarded point in my life was when I was in middle school and had a huge crush on my best friend and then I proceeded to gas him up and help him ask out his crush (a girl) and proceed to cry myself to sleep every night for the next month because I was so sad and jealous.
>start new job after 3 years of NEETing out >work at a gym >no gender neutral bathrooms, just locker rooms >coworkers act like I'm straight up cis >know they know, but it's all so normal >get let in on all the gossip >literally forget I am trans at certain points in the day
Gamers, I am in the transgender twilight zone. What do? I have never experienced like the general public be so nice, and I did not expect to be basically full sent into cis fem circles. How do I healthily deal with this? I'm a bit nervous
I want to cuddle with a man. I want to hug a man. I want to nestle into his arms and feel safe. I want to kiss a man, I want a man to make love to me. I want a man to marry me. I want a man to get me pregnant. I want to raise children with a man. But I can never have those things, because I'm a tranny and not a real girl. This is proof that God is either cruel or nonexistent.
> be me, bisexual mtf > pass really well but kinda male brained > go to anime con in cosplay > normally cosplay girls but cosplay a boy for once > meet cis girl at cosplay meetup, who is also cosplaying a boy > apparently she really ships our characters together. like a lot. > shows me pictures of her hundreds of merch items, decorated bag, room, etc > we end up hanging out later > she calls herself a fujoshi and rants about more of her favorite ships with me > she’s way, way too pretty for this > she starts flirting with me, comparing us to her favorite ship and also commenting on how it’s rare to meet another girl as tall as her > ...she likes tall girls > end up making out in her hotel room > we take off our wigs and clothes and wow she’s even prettier than I thought > she takes off her binder and she has literally huge tits too > we don’t end up having sex because I realized I didn’t mention being trans and I kinda got nervous > talk to her about it the next day, she is shocked but not totally against it > she says she’s a lesbian and has never even seen a dick before… except in her yaoi > we keep talking and I realize she’s actually really, really awesome > she’s got her life together, a good job, future, we have great chemistry, etc > flash forward and we end up dating (long distance)
>be me 16 yo straight guy >slightly shorter than average guy around 5'4 >not very muscular or attractive in the conventional sense >never had a gf or any real intrest in any girl >not very popular but not bullied alot >one week ago, after P.E. I'm in the boys locker room changing >other boys are talking >one sus guy says they should compare dick sizes >whut.jpg >somehow convinces a few guys to agree >decide "fuck it why not. This is what they mean by boys will be boys right?" >whip out my 3.5 inch cock >instantly mogged by everyone >most of them are around 5-6 inches, one guy is 7.5 >get made fun of by the other guys >"wow I pity anon's gf" >"lol bro you think anon has a gf with a dick like that? I pity anon's hand lmao." >pretend like I don't care >in reality, I'm rock fucking hard
I literally can't cum unless i picture all those naked boys making fun of how small my dick is. Anon's, what are the odds I'm a fag?
