anyone else just choose to be gay because you knew you would never be loved by a feminine being? its not ideal but you have to take what you can get if you dont want to die alone
A bit of background. My roommate is agender and currently male. Very close friends, they're flirty and admitted to having a crush many times, wish I could date them but I'm very not into men (terminal transbian) which I've told them. But they're very twinkish and skinny, perfect clay to sculpt really. I've asked them a lot about gender and their stance is "I don't care about my body if I woke up as a woman I'd be fine and if I woke up as a man after that I'd be fine so I'll do whatever helps me do what I want in my life.". So if I could get them to have a woman's body and date them they'd arguably accept maintaining that female body to maintain our relationship.
The question is, how? My current plan is estrogen gel while they sleep or in some skin care products but E also takes a long time and they don't have much fat to start. I want to get them on pioglitazone to quickly fatten them up into a soft fuckable bitch but it seems you can't crush the medication and you have to swallow pills whole. Are there any pioglitazone alternatives that can be administered stealthily?
>meet cute guy on grindr >we chat about hooking up >super feminine guy >he wants me to top >we meetup but don't hook up >I don't want to top him after >he keeps texting me >we do small talk but never meet again >I want to ghost him but don't have the heart >make another grindr account >this account is just for AGP fetish >says pretty explicitely I want to get feminized >he messages me on this account too >wants facepics So, should I bite the bullet? Say why? You know who I am.", play dumb? Just block him?
my ebf is the only reason im not going insane for the past few months. i hate being a tranny so much but he kinda grounds me and is a reminder things arnt all that bad.
i still hate being alive most of the time. does therapy work for miserable trannies?