>>2716427I’m the same thing. I’m in my late 30’s but still have kind of a twink body. I mean, I’m very fit and weigh about 150lbs, decent cock and look good in panties. I’m married too and had similar fantasies. I bought an dildo at an adult shop to keep it a secret from my wife and every time she was gone for a good amount of time I’d pull it out and use it while watching gay porn.
The difference is, a few years ago the opportunity at the right time came along and I took it. I was sexting a hot guy on Grindr for months. I never pulled the trigger and actually met though. That evening I had the whole night and next few days to myself. Basically a perfect scenario and he caught me gooning out to gay porn. I actually drove to his place and sucked his cock which made me loose my mind. I ended up naked getting fucked for at least an hour in every position I always fantasized about.
At first, afterwards I felt a bit guilty, but my dick was diamonds for a week. After that, I guess I broke the seal because we ended up fucking dozens of times over the next year or so until he moved out of state. Went on a search for another regular and fucked around a dozen guys before finding another married guy who’s similar to me and loves to fuck. He’s a total top, pretty masc, fit and can fuck like a machine. My manage has actually never been better, despite the fact that I suck a lot of dick and take loads up the ass behind her back.