>>33881258My situation is really weird for obvious reasons. Autistic and with ADHD, and im a hyper-sexual deviant, being into some really paraphillic fetishes that are core to my sexual profile like bestiality(no pedophilia sorry),and a nerd-maxxing art-maxxing giga sweat, so off that alone alot of people are deterred probably, but the people who do respond I'm usually cool with being sexual deviants, because duh thats the energy I get on here to look for, its fucking 4 chan.
Alot of women on here lurk and never post, so I get added alot by women who are secretly into it(there are ALOT more women into it who lurk than you think), and we usually hit it off very strong, but most of the time what happens is:
A) they get cold feet (pointless to pinpoint the reasoning), and go ghost/block randomly no matter how great the conversation is
B) are severely mentally ill (in ways that make them incompatable)
C) Age gap is too wide. im 26 m and alot of knot queens are 35+, or its some hypersexual 18 year old and thats lame too cause I want someone who's their own person somewhat
I really just want someone who gives off "chubby puppy girl (tboy) autism" vibes, but the puppy girl part isnt all aesthetics and they wanna be put in a cage and bred, but that same girl is also heavily into things like art, games, politics, cinema, and would be down to genuinely connect with someone who's like her in most aspects and build a real relationship, but the chances of finding her, her being near my age, her ACTUALLY willing to take that risk, and her being a hypersexual deviant whos also able to focus on one person and tangentially overlap with an autistic nerd is like 0.0000001% chance
Will I find her? The likelihood is non existent almost. Will she live in/be near California, old enough to be her own, and autistic and weird like me? Also low
So I just do what every other anon does: goon, and post images of the my ideal partner
