24/F/ NE USA
Looking for an older male mid 30s+ but 40s+ is ideal.
Abuse is neither a want or a need, but simply what I am.
I'm not strong enough to do it alone.
I need guidance, but I'm not here for the straightforward path of improvement. I can worship you like a god, if that's what you want.
It's not all edge, id also love to forge a life. A full one, with all the happiness, struggle, fear, and hatred that brings.
I'm looking for something real. I'm a black hole and canvas to be painted on. I obviously am extremely mentally ill and lack direction in life.
This is the only thing that makes me feel alive. So please, just let me have this one thing.
The psychological is important, but I'm an extreme masochist in the physical sense as well.
I like the scars to be made manifest on my body. Please beat the shit out of me.
I'm not the most desireable person.
I'm boring and average looking at best. I do have a lot of halfway interests and hobbies though. Ask me about them!
I’m not looking for something healthy. It’s not kinky for me. I genuinely want to be abused.
Let's take our time to get to know each other.
I'm looking to ruin my life with you.
[email protected]Hysteria0932(discord)
Will respond to email first but this is a discord thread after all
