>>30180285>aslOld failure NEET virgin etc/male/USA
>about yourselfI am making this post to distract myself from the pain of many years of messing up even after I find someone that might have turned out very nice it hurts so bad why am i such a sperg
I'm still pathetically drifting looking for 1 specific kind of person to channel my absolute everything into and my brain won't compromise on this to create another excuse to keep suffering
When I am not bitching about things I am clingy, emotional, energetic, I'm pretty chill usually but i am very passive and not very good at conversations sometimes
If you don't want me to be annoying, just don't accept me and we'll just be chill
Contrary to what might be assumed i'm not very hateful nor political but i do have many defensive walls that make me sperg out
>hobbiesshut in trash, videogames, anime, manga, laying in bed living in my own head pretending i have someone who cares
>favorite movie/anime/gamedon't have one/panty and stocking/i cant pick one but i will sperg about various games if you actually talk to me
>favorite foodpho/kbbq
>looking forFriend/gf that would enjoy being called mommy after getting to know each other
some rp thing so I can release all this pent up specific brand of affection because I only feel happiness when I am in a particular headspace like some idiot but I don't even care enough to stop because it's been like this ever since i can remember
>not looking forangry politics, idk what the fuck else
>something you hateI probably hate myself deep down inside why else would my brain torture me like this maybe this unbridled emotional response I go through every so often
>voice/video call?Yeah sure I'll fuckin sing you to sleep or something
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