I'm sure someone here can appreciate this...
I bought my girl a nice, expensive set of lingerie and said we were going out for dinner and wanted her to wear it. While messaging, I alluded to not being able to resist going raw after seeing her in it (she's not on birth control).
We got pretty drunk at a bar after dinner and went home. Quick blowjob followed by raw sex. I was going really slow and careful since I wanted to pull out and not wearing a condom felt amazing. Then she whispers sensually "are you going to cum in me"/"I want you to cum in me." She used to do this when she was on the pill knowing it would set me off. I was trying not to cum, sitting still, but I immediately came. A huge wave of anxiety came over me. Then we kept banging for about 15 minutes.
We're not trying to start a family but we are almost 30, have the money to do it, and have talked about how we both want kids. Even so, I'm feeling really anxious about her getting pregnant. The only thing that quells it is imagining how hot she will look pregnant
