Cautionary Tale
I jerk off to one of my aunts. A lot. Like, if I learned that she was down for it, I would actually fuck her. I don't have those same feelings for other women in my family. But, the concept of incest is so hot to me that my mind wanders if I get myself worked up. You know when you're so turned on that everything seems hot? Like, the very fact that a thing is wrong or taboo makes it so hot.
So, even though I wouldn't have sex with them in the real world like my aunt, I have jerked off to my sister and a couple of cousins here and there. My mom is off limits to Horny Me, the part of my brain that steers my fap voyages.
Yesterday, I was using one of those face swap things to make porn. I started with a couple girls I think are hot. Naturally, I made some of my aunt. Then I got super horny and made a few of my sister. I was riding that taboo thrill hard. A little too hard.
Suddenly, I was face swapping my previously off limits mom. And, I was rock fucking hard. It was an intense thrill. It felt so wrong, but that's also the thing that gets me off on this sort of thing. I made a bunch of face swap photos of my mom spreading her legs, and getting railed.
My dick was going to explode, so I decided to finish myself off using one of the photos. It was my mom with both legs over her head showing off her pussy and asshole. I was cranking on my cock and fixated on this photo. I'm about to cum and I'm staring my mom in the eyes. The wrongness peaks and it starts to push me over the edge.
Just then, clear as can be, my mom's voice pops into my head, moaning and dirty talking. And... it is so incredibly NOT sexy to me. I came with a full on expression of horror on my face. The wrongness-boner had abandoned me at the worst time. I came, and it was physically and mentally the worst orgasm I've ever experienced. And, I had to ride it out, which made it feel excruciatingly longer than it actually was.
Today, I deleted all the photos I made of her.
