> ldr since covid > been about six years > cheated on her once or twice, she found out > bring up interest in being submissive (usually sex was full of the usual slapping, choking, nothing OTT though) > she isn't into it > makes me more into it > about a year ago, put on a pink chastity cage for a couple of days here and there > fizzles out > long distance giving me the horn > tell her one night after a few beers, 'hey would you ever cuck me?' > she isnt into it > 'I guess we could sort of role play... with a safeword' > 'buy me a toy' > get her a 10" one > she tells me it's double my size > keeps 'role playing' about a taller guy with a huge cock and when they meet up, if they don't fuck, they just laugh about me > she's going out tonight > we haven't spoken about this for a few weeks now > me: 'can I buy for your drinks?' > she obliges > keeps making fun of me being alone tonight (I'm not) > drops the hint the only guys there are single
desu don't care if this thing ends, great girl but the distance is becoming a fucking killer