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- be in rehab, told by parent that your 30 days sober, so u could come home, I'm going to pick u up soon
- next day exhausted break routine of waking up early for rehab groups, rather : stay in bed, program gets mad cause they can't charge your insurance if your not there in group, get kicked out.
-take clothes and stuffs, pack up and leave it's early no phone, can't reach parent
-spend 3 hours on busses, get stared at in totally disheveled appearance, wind blowing my hair etc carrying heavy luggage.
-Get home, wait outside for hours parent not happy screams at and attacks.. scratches bruises and ripped cardigan, passively do nothing except cry and beg them to stop.
-parent calls police, police come put U in back of car for like an hour.
-they let u go
-walk away, can't stand being sober, get really high after 31 days..
- nightime comes around and roaming around with no where to go creepy guy being weird and sketchy.
-need place to stay, walk into hotel, tell manager I'm suicidal, he calls 911
-police and ambulance come, same cop from earlier
-take me to hospital
-in ride over emt is talking to me, I tell them I'm suicidal because I'll never pass, I'm always going to be trapped and look visibly trans
- Emt says wait wait, um you do pass the call came in describing you as male.
-in respond I'm a woman, I'm trying to pass as a woman.
- Emt: oh actually that's what I meant,
- pry more: Emt just trying to cover tracks, admits again that it said male...
-get to hospital
-nurse coming around to do rounds, loudly says is deadname here,
-dont respond for like 30 seconds
- nurse seems concerned is like is deadname here over and over
- I respond no, I'm actual name.
-nurse goes tells other nurse deadname is denying that they are deadname, calls me he/him pronouns, "he is denying that's his name"
-overhear, then yell back that I'm not a he,
-nurse confused says, "he is saying he is not a he, what do I do?"
-have breakdown..
True story from my miserable life
- next day exhausted break routine of waking up early for rehab groups, rather : stay in bed, program gets mad cause they can't charge your insurance if your not there in group, get kicked out.
-take clothes and stuffs, pack up and leave it's early no phone, can't reach parent
-spend 3 hours on busses, get stared at in totally disheveled appearance, wind blowing my hair etc carrying heavy luggage.
-Get home, wait outside for hours parent not happy screams at and attacks.. scratches bruises and ripped cardigan, passively do nothing except cry and beg them to stop.
-parent calls police, police come put U in back of car for like an hour.
-they let u go
-walk away, can't stand being sober, get really high after 31 days..
- nightime comes around and roaming around with no where to go creepy guy being weird and sketchy.
-need place to stay, walk into hotel, tell manager I'm suicidal, he calls 911
-police and ambulance come, same cop from earlier
-take me to hospital
-in ride over emt is talking to me, I tell them I'm suicidal because I'll never pass, I'm always going to be trapped and look visibly trans
- Emt says wait wait, um you do pass the call came in describing you as male.
-in respond I'm a woman, I'm trying to pass as a woman.
- Emt: oh actually that's what I meant,
- pry more: Emt just trying to cover tracks, admits again that it said male...
-get to hospital
-nurse coming around to do rounds, loudly says is deadname here,
-dont respond for like 30 seconds
- nurse seems concerned is like is deadname here over and over
- I respond no, I'm actual name.
-nurse goes tells other nurse deadname is denying that they are deadname, calls me he/him pronouns, "he is denying that's his name"
-overhear, then yell back that I'm not a he,
-nurse confused says, "he is saying he is not a he, what do I do?"
-have breakdown..
True story from my miserable life
