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what do people in the real world actually do for fun? I'm 22 years old. I've never got my dick wet or held someone's hand, or kissed anyone. I actually just spend a lot of time listening to classical music and shit posting on forums and working out every once and a while. Idk what to actually do to have fun, I feel like I'm living life on auto pilot. What do people actually do in their free time that's fulfilling? I just have this idea that I feel is a naive idea, that if I were to just have sex that I would finally be able to feel fulfilled in life. I don't just want to go have sex with some random stranger though, that sounds extremely unfulfilling. I just keep getting this feeling of emptiness in my life, really the only thing that keeps me from being depressed is having hope for the future, which is a completely arbitrary thing you can turn on and off in your brain, it doesn't always work though. It's something you have to train yourself to do.