>>40073853not rlly, i've had countless therapists and i hated them all so sos osso so much, none of it does anything, its all so much work too it always just made me feel way worse and hopeless, i've never had such soulsucking sessions ever, didnt do shit for my anxiety too either tb h just made me have panic attacks from the stress
>>40074159nta but i guess so, its a really complex topic and youd still be angry but would be much less likely to express it yea, and if so itd be done in a way thats intentionally done so its hard to tell ur angry, rlly any amount of insane risky stuff can be done aslong as ppl dont notice
a lot of it is.,.. very nonconsensually hardwired, a lot of things can play into it forming ontop of bpd too not just emotional suppression, ie reinforcing appeasement, getting gaslit as a kid, etc
>>40074175for real, literally impossible to imagine what it even is like to actually unmask at this point :/
the routinely urge to ghost everyone and run away makes it even harder tb h
