>>39985626you dont want to see my spine without clothes anon; i promise you; it is grotesque & goblin-like from the fracture deformity
my bottom is still bony i never gain enough weight for it to go there; i do have some slight hips but not much; & my annoying tummyfat (actually about half of what seems to be fat is actually just my intestines being distented & swollen from my bowel disease & pain medicine; when im empty its far less) isnt very appealing either; & i cant wear shapewear because it squishes me too much & is very painful (plus dangerous for my spine & i cant even put tight elastic things on except for good-fit tights because my crippled hands get injured just from pulling it over my body)
i also remain too flat for many things
also most importantly i am far too pure to be openly wearing such lewd things; if it werent for the tummy though youd probably see me in crop tops from time to time; but even then; the prednisone that led to my spine fractures also ruined my skin & led to it ripping even before i had a brief water retention issue in 2018 & swelled up like a balloon in a matter of weeks; so i have stretch marks all over; not as bad as an actual overweight person would be but still its unappealing & unfortunate; you can see a bit of it around my shoulders/upper arms
i dont intend to falter on my values; though ive considered posting something lewd before as an out-of-character joke that i thought might amuse you all
my wife wouldnt approve though; & i exist for her; so i wouldnt do anything that would upset her; & equally; it wouldnt be befitting of the Priestess of Ellaphae
so you will have to use your imagination; perhaps my description above can be helpful to you; personally i find it rather difficult to consider myself in such a light; it's just not the real me
mightve been different story in my early 20s (indeed in 2008 before my goddess was such; i took a cpl webcam pics that i think would transition chasers into Metapods)
