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Quoted By: >>39792144 >>39792149 >>39792195 >>39792237 >>39792248
>be me
>tomboyed hard as a kid, knew i was trans right when i discovered what it was at 10
>eventually outed at 13 after phone gets searched
>be autistic lil poon with no friends
>fast forward to high school, very lonely and excluded
>sick of being an outcast after being bullied whole life
>decide to detransition at 16
>suddenly a semi attractive female
>social life immediately flourishes, get attention ive never received and bask in it
>momentarily satisfied and think it was all in my head
>feeling quickly fades over time as i go into an extreme dissociative state, barely even register im presenting female im so disconnected
>realize i fucked up with one impulsive fembrained choice and spiral harder
>now 19 and more miserable than ever but too ashamed to come out again
should i seriously just rope? it was obvious how happy my family was when i detransed
>tomboyed hard as a kid, knew i was trans right when i discovered what it was at 10
>eventually outed at 13 after phone gets searched
>be autistic lil poon with no friends
>fast forward to high school, very lonely and excluded
>sick of being an outcast after being bullied whole life
>decide to detransition at 16
>suddenly a semi attractive female
>social life immediately flourishes, get attention ive never received and bask in it
>momentarily satisfied and think it was all in my head
>feeling quickly fades over time as i go into an extreme dissociative state, barely even register im presenting female im so disconnected
>realize i fucked up with one impulsive fembrained choice and spiral harder
>now 19 and more miserable than ever but too ashamed to come out again
should i seriously just rope? it was obvious how happy my family was when i detransed
