for the past 3 years i've been hunting down someone who groomed me, groomed my best friend and made them and all my related friends hate me because the manipulative asshole framed me for it, genuine psychopath like they exhibit all psychopathic behavior and treat life and others like objects for fucking with.

i now know how they speak, how they think, how they act, where they live,what their job is. everything

I want to go to their house and take revenge on them for all the harm they caused to both me and my ex friends. revenge for making me the emotionless logic machine that i am the monster. but then what? once all the dust is settled and their house burned and their possessions destroyed then what?

what am i? am i a person anymore?
i feel i have fallen.

my mental health had declined to the point of dpdr and schizoaffective diagnosis with dissociative amnesia

who am i? what am i?
i've become as empty and void of feeling as they have
they've taken everything from me all soul

once their gone will i even have a lick of being trans or being myself at all or am i just a creature roaming around

once their gone i wont be a person anymore i wont have any goals or anything

i'll have nothing
but at the same time they can't continue to harm others
I used to look in the mirror and see a girl fighting to exist

now all i see is my empty face void of emotion,goals,care and anything at all just a face

what do you think anons?