>>39787365The psychology of a normal person always struck me as extremely insane. Even while I understand that black and white, emotional thinking is just a product of the very crude parts of our brain also being responsible for keeping us alive; it feels like dying for people to deny their emotions. There's an entire lifetimes worth of behavior seperating me from others. I can't even imagine doing something like
>internalized homophobiamyself. That'd require many degrees of self awareness to be stripped from me. So many degrees that it's scary. Like I don't live among real people, but actual... animals, or something, in adult bodies.