I'm not quite if I wanna be trans but I have always really really looked up to them simply because, they live life in the way they see fit, even if others find them repulsive, even when threatened for simply existing, and I have always wanted to live like that, I know it's not good to glamorise hardship, but more so, I don't wanna live a repressed life where, yeah, Im not in any trouble and I'm making by, but I don't stand for anything, I don't express anything, I'm just a guy, and I just wanna be more