Im a 19 yo mtf and I want a girlfriend and a boyfriend. We'd all love each other and be wholesome and cute in public. But in bed I'd be forced to watch as he fucks her relentlessly, not being allowed to touch myself. When he finished he'd blow his load deep in her pussy and I'd lick her clean. And if I was a good obedient girl he'd pound my butt while I hold hands with my girlfriend. She'd tell me how cute and adorable I look taking a cock, she'd tell me how my tiny pathetic dick will never ever go inside her, how I'll forever be a penial virgin but an anal slut. Then he'd cum inside me and We'd kiss and cuddle and watch one peice together. Is that too much to ask?