i was going to leave this in my notes app and probably delete it but hopefully it can make someone smile :)

an ever-shifting canvas of clouds
lets me peer into your blanket of stars
nocturnal spring chill piercing my clothes
it hurts but its worth it for you.
and as i sit here alone on a cold night
enraptured by your heavenly grace,
i can only wish that you're gazing into the same sky, thinking the same things
but you are a mystery to me
that i would sacrifice anything to understand
to unravel you and be unraveled,
and be embraced like the biting chill