>>39737935no im a mtf boymoder
>>39737927>was it only looking at people that made u cry?yes, seeing girls my age living their lives, wearing clothes that dont look weird on their bodies, holding hands with their boyfriends, just doing ordinary things htat i never did in my life. i was just on the market with my mom today and seeing that i had to go to the bathroom bc i was starting to cry in the middle of supermarket
>the best you can do is to find people, and try to start a normal life,how? i dont pass. i came out to my parents when i was a minor. they always knew i wasnt a normal boy (they said that) but they didnt let me start hrt at that time. i could only start hrt december last year when i was 21 (i know theres a gap in between being 17 and 21, and thats my fault too i recognize it. i spent the last years basically rotting in bed. no college, almost never seeing my friends irl etc)
>>39737955yeah same i used to get sad about that but now im crying about that almost everyday. this week was everyday. i think that now that im on hrt i know that i wont be able to pass as good as i could if i had started when i was 16/17y. i will need money for surgeries. and im poor, my family is poor, we dont live in the first world, etc.
