>be me 21 mtf boymoder
>6'1 and not particularly feminine mannarism so nobody suspects me
>been on hrt for almost a year
Buy dildo and lube like 6 months ago with saved up birthday money and selling old games
>use dildo frequently, having a wonderful time
>hide it in shoebox under my bed
>mom cleans my room often
>yesterday I woke up and played vidya all day like the neet I am
>go upstairs to go to bed
>see mom has cleaned room
>decide to have fun with dildo
>shoebox is gone
>panic.jpeg
>frantically search my room
>find shoebox in closet, but it's empty just a note that says "sock drawer"
>open sock drawer
>my dildo and lube are there placed neatly next to my socks
>dildo has obviously been cleaned
>next to it is a pamphlet about safe anal sex and bottom prep
>mfw

Oh God she knows. I'm so fucking cooked. She's definitely gonna tell dad. They're not bigoted or anything so I know I won't get kicked out, but they're Mormons so I know I'm definitely gonna get the "love the sinner hate the sin" kinda treatment and if my older brother finds out he is absolutely gonna roast the fuck out of me for being a bottom. Fuck my life.