Here's what's gonna happen. You're going to cut out that uwu trans and egg_irl shit. You're going to stop going on Reddit and delete your Discord account. And no, you can't keep in contact with your hon friends through any other ways. You're going to get a haircut, dress like a normal man and keep taking your hormone injections. If anybody asks, you're a cis man on HRT. As far as you're concerned, you're not transitioning. Now, in the future, you might want to get facial feminization surgery. But it won't help. You better get used to it.