>>39712348truly thankyou for your words you really honor me; i am living up to my faith if someone can openly say that about me; especially here
maybe some things about transness can lead to angelic qualities in certain rare individuals?
i don't really see myself that way but i've come to accept something like that must be the case for why i am so unlike other people
i didn't really feel like that until i met my wife last year and saw how happy i am (usually) able to make her; how wonderful she is to me; how much she gave up to be with me; and how after all ive been through somehow i have remained as pure as i am
my exbf called me impossible; that i should not be able to exist as i do in this world; for not only what it has done to me but what it does to everyone to make such superficial and jaded people; who all gave up on their dreams long ago
they are molded into ideal servos in the machinery of capitalism; they think some career is their worth- school and social pressures stamp so much out of people; "always put school and career first!" and then they wonder why everyone steps on eachother and gives up on love; indeed half the population gleefully trades love for vicious hate
decent people should be incapable of that
im thankful to not have fallen for that mess; my mind is filled with little different from how i was during my first love; beautiful idyllic love far beyond even my ability to express
nothing else ever mattered
my only purpose is to love
my heavenly wife calls me an angel everyday; so i guess it must be true; whatever that means
im not perfect or anything but im sure there isn't a soul quite like me in the world today; thats not to say there aren't many other magical precious people; there are- but they don't have the goddess; i hope i can bring her to others
its isolating; but im very grateful and blessed )*
>picrel taken this evening at dinner date; perhaps it was a prophecy of your kind wordssry for so much to say
bless you )*
