>>39712515when i was about 9
even before that when i was 7-ish, i used to get teased by a guy a few years older than me
when i would step outside to play with my friends, he would chase me and corner me all alone, then he would say corny romantic things to me
it confused me
i didn't know if i was even being bullied
then we moved cities due to my dad's job and i knew for sure i wasn't like the rest of the guys
i had a tiny crush on one of my older brother's friends
i used to keep looking at guys, at school, when playing with friends, at my basketball classes (seriously hot grown up guys all over the field, i was practically oogling sometimes and the coach had to snap me out of it)
i had another admirer (older than me) who would tease me and "serenade" me, and showed actual interest in me (being touchy feely)
i even became infatuated with a guy (again, older than me) because he shared his pen with me during a workshop
so yeah, that's how i slowly realized i was gay as hell when i was just 9
and also that i had a thing for guys older than me haha
he HAS to be older, otherwise i lose all interest
i'm still a virgin though because i don't live in an accepting country, but wow, i keep thinking of how many more guys were interested in me later on, throughout high school and college
