Ive ordered a vial of EE from open gate labs. Im very anxious and shaking. my nerves are all over the place. I broke down and sold an antique guitar today so i could have the money for it.


I know i have no real reason to be worried as open gate is very trustworthy but i sent the payment 40 minutes ago, litecoin. my litecoin wallet showed it was fully confirmed 20 some minutes ago. The order page still is saying "awaiting payment", however. Please, let me know if this is normal. Ive double, triple checked and im about completely sure I sent it to the right address. Im losing my mind shaking worried that something went wrong.

I really hope it shows up and there arent any problems. Ive been starving myself for weeks and the last straw was realizing that no matter how much fat I lose, im still uncomfortable in my body. Its the musclemass that keeps me in discomfort. Then, I had a friend who I got close to. Even hearing him speak or reading the things he says gets me higher than an opiate. I just couldnt do it anymore. Ive felt so much better today since i finally came to terms with that.

I wish i hadnt listened to the bitterhons and Id done this years ago.