I want to be a powerful misogynist businessman fucking Chinese females and starting a global empire, but I have MEF so I also fantasize about being turned into a gurly gurl. Any tips for a brotha like this in his 30s? I already am on HRT and have A cups which make me very insecure in person and I want to cry for what I've done to myself. Even this post is Satanic because I'm fetishizing my peril and pain.