GUYS, DONT KILL YOURSELF, LIFE DOES GET BETTER. IM NOW DATING MY BEST FRIEND OF LIKE 6 YEARS, AND AS OF YESTERDAY WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 2 MONTHS. I was in a state of deep depression for several months contemplating yknow what, and right mow I've honestly never been happier! Also people apparently flirt by "bantering" which i didnt get until later, so maybe im a bit dense. ANYWHO, IT GETS BETTER!! WAIT IT OUT AND SHOOT YOUR SHOT!!! THEN MAYBE YOU CAN ALSO BAG A GAY WASIAN PRETTY BOY !! (@￣□￣@;)!!