My mom keeps inviting me to go to gay parades and gay bars with her and my aunt (who aren't gay but have gay/lesbian friends). I am the only one of my siblings that she invites to such things and her insistence (this is the third year she invites me to a parade) is almost weird.

I have never told anyone about my preferences or shown sexual interest in public to avoid being called gay/degenerate/weirdo/etc, and I consider myself just an autistic coomer that likes weird stuff and beings with dicks rather than an actual gay/bi since I have never felt romantic interest for anyone. However, the whole situation makes me think she knows (or thinks she knows) something about me and wants to see how I react, specially because she knows I don't drink and dislike large public spaces.