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Sneedwhore !qzgrAZw7Ik Sun 13 Apr 2025 05:22:52 No.39485295 View View Reply Original Report

Quoted By: >>39485309 >>39485367 >>39485370 >>39485463 >>39485564 >>39485597

How do i cure chronic major depression? I already do everything like having too many hobbies etc. nothing has ever not felt like a chore

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Anonymous Sun 13 Apr 2025 05:24:04 No.39485299 Report

Quoted By: >>39485321

get a bf (me)
Memes aside though, do you actually enjoy any of your hobbies? Do you ever go outside, have friends you can hang out with?

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Anonymous Sun 13 Apr 2025 05:25:48 No.39485308 Report

Quoted By: >>39485458

Talk with good friends that get you (this part is important) as frequently as possible. Do not care if it seems clingy. Seriously, when I used to feel empty like that it was just because I hadn't spoken with somebody else other than a family member for months.

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Sneedwhore !qzgrAZw7Ik Sun 13 Apr 2025 05:25:53 No.39485309 Report

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>>39485295
/tttt/ related because i thought trooning and passing would fix it but it nope.
Certainly a lot less suffering but still

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Sneedwhore !qzgrAZw7Ik Sun 13 Apr 2025 05:28:30 No.39485321 Report

Quoted By: >>39485334

>>39485299
Yes yes and no and least nobody irl
I just fucking hate people in general

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Anonymous Sun 13 Apr 2025 05:31:27 No.39485334 Report

Quoted By: >>39485416

>>39485321
>I just fucking hate people in general
do you? Or do you hate the people currently around you? Do you ever feel lonely? What exactly makes you depressed?

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)*Kassandra of Ellaphae !wetBJHdekA Sun 13 Apr 2025 05:38:08 No.39485367 Report

Quoted By: >>39485416

>>39485295
fall in love

maybe try edibles so you can have some temporary artificial happiness; it can help you make some progress; but don't overdo it

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Anonymous Sun 13 Apr 2025 05:38:47 No.39485370 Report

Quoted By: >>39485416

>>39485295
You don't. I live as a tormented wanderer. I've come to love this. I don't like when things are too bright and full of joy. I enjoy the despair. My weird personal philosophy stems from a sort of total derealization from the entirety of human emotions and feelings. Personally I believe desire can exist outside of them, within the pure seed of consciousness, and feelings are just carrots on stick from the meat to make your consciousness go in different directions. I don't follow these rewards anymore. I walk the desert alone, it's rather beautiful.

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Sneedwhore !qzgrAZw7Ik Sun 13 Apr 2025 05:48:57 No.39485416 Report

Quoted By: >>39485441 >>39485603

>>39485334
Idk i guess some sort of brain damage. Snorted to much coke in the womb maybe?
>>39485367
Love isn’t real. And i can’t do drugs because everywhere drug tests and edibles like really fuck me up apparently it’s an autist thing.
>>39485370
So edgy and stupid. What s cope
I don’t really have feelings or attachments anymore either other than anger/frustration and stress lol. Not caring is kind of a good thing? As in you don’t let people take advantage of you but being a heartless fuck kind of sucks. I miss that stupid over caring hopeful bitch sometimes but that’s over and it is what it is. I assume that’s normal and is why a lot of older people are just kinda horrible.

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Anonymous Sun 13 Apr 2025 05:54:20 No.39485441 Report

Quoted By: >>39485470

>>39485416
>So edgy and stupid. What s cope
There's a little spark, some kick. Only anger frustration and stress left though huh? Sure you aren't just burned out from having to operate in our bullshit society? How would getting away from it all for a bit sound? Just you and the people you want in your life, or if you don't have any, some new connections.

But also I didn't say anything about not caring or being heartless. I do care very much but I don't physically feel it. I'm very detached from experiencing the emotions but still operating.

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Anonymous Sun 13 Apr 2025 05:58:06 No.39485458 Report

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>>39485308
Tried this and ended up crashing out due to feeling like a burden to my friends
There is no winning I swear to god

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Anonymous Sun 13 Apr 2025 05:59:05 No.39485463 Report

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>>39485295
You dont unfortunately i think
Struggling with pretty fucking rough chronic depression, you end up just dragging yourself through it until you off yourself or some other means

Atleast as far as i know myself, you can only hope beyond things you've already tried

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Sneedwhore !qzgrAZw7Ik Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:00:35 No.39485470 Report

Quoted By: >>39485488

>>39485441
I don’t know i think im both burnt out and detached? I just don’t really give a fuck anyone. My response is just “fuck em” to everyone now. Or i will literally want them to suffer idk where my disdain is coming from anymore.

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Anonymous Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:05:02 No.39485488 Report

Quoted By: >>39485506

>>39485470
Do you want to say fuck 'em? Do you feel like you're finally rejecting people you don't like or are you just done and can't with people even if you like them?

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Sneedwhore !qzgrAZw7Ik Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:09:35 No.39485506 Report

Quoted By: >>39485522

>>39485488
Both. Like i’m unapologetically mean atp.
Like if it’s someone i actually like which is like very few people im mostly nice and help them etc but also still “fuck em” they go go whenever or if there being a hassle I’ll disappear for awhile until i feel like popping back in

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Anonymous Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:13:22 No.39485522 Report

Quoted By: >>39485535

>>39485506
Odd question. How much does it feel like a performance when you're outside doing whatever you need to and engaging with strangers and the like. Or can you not tell?

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Sneedwhore !qzgrAZw7Ik Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:17:02 No.39485535 Report

Quoted By: >>39485541

>>39485522
A lot
A whole fucking lot. I have basically been neet litefor months because of that avoiding as much interaction as possible.
I don’t even have the energy to play the happy face character that’s required

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Anonymous Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:18:11 No.39485541 Report

Quoted By: >>39485556

>>39485535
I think you're autistic dawg

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Sneedwhore !qzgrAZw7Ik Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:22:56 No.39485556 Report

Quoted By: >>39485566

>>39485541
Yeah ik i wish the government would give me autismbux
Do autists have to suffer forever?

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Anonymous Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:26:12 No.39485564 Report

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>>39485295
You don't it stays with you until you die it is all the sins that you have done. When you die you will go straight to hell. But hey you made you bed you did those disgusting acts and now your body is paying you back with depression. You will die sad and lonely but you choose that!

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Anonymous Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:28:13 No.39485566 Report

Quoted By: >>39485580 >>39485604

>>39485556
>Do autists have to suffer forever?
A little, yeah. Overstimualtion and Burnout is hell. Don't know why I'm expected to be able to function as much as everyone else. Neetbux is cool but it's often not enough to live on your own. My goal is to just keep coping until I can do game dev from home and make enough that way to escape hell.

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Sneedwhore !qzgrAZw7Ik Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:31:38 No.39485580 Report

Quoted By: >>39485588

>>39485566
Oh yeah fuck overstimulation i like get overwhelmed and have like anxiety attacks too easy sometimes while simultaneously needing to constantly stim. It’s fucking dumb.
My goal would be to be a streamer or something lol cuz at least im hot and good at gaymes and also can schizophrenicly yap for hours so it seems like s good fit if i wasn’t a depressed procrastinator

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Anonymous Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:34:53 No.39485588 Report

Quoted By: >>39485625

>>39485580
Saturated aaahhhh market. You're cooked, but good luck I guess.

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/co/nspirator Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:37:09 No.39485597 Report

Quoted By: >>39485625

>>39485295
Well, do you have a healthy lifestyle?
Going to sleep early, eating healthy, all that?
That said, it's just a mindset. You need to change it, that's why there is CBT and similar stuff.
However, you can't always fix it that way and you either get some psychosurgery, or live the rest of your life on pills, or endure it.

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)*Kassandra of Ellaphae !wetBJHdekA Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:39:24 No.39485603 Report

Quoted By: >>39485631

>>39485416
love is certainly more real than you are

more real than anything

the universe would not exist without it; nor would you or anyone or anything else

/co/nspirator

/co/nspirator Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:39:35 No.39485604 Report

Quoted By: >>39485632

>>39485566
https://youtube.com/shorts/dwaq-aSIolY
See if this applies to you.

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Sneedwhore !qzgrAZw7Ik Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:43:13 No.39485625 Report

Quoted By: >>39485676

>>39485588
I dunno i could probably fit some sort of niche and i mean i don’t have to be popular just make enough
>>39485597
Simply living with the pain is my only option? Oh god why
I have already been doing everything else. But have refused to kill myself so far. I hate other stupid fucks too much to do something that pathetic. Ironically even if it is pathetic it simultaneously requires some sort of bravery since i couldn’t work up the nerve more than once and it failed somehow despite me doing it perfectly and it being pretty effective for others

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Sneedwhore !qzgrAZw7Ik Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:44:25 No.39485631 Report

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>>39485603
You are somehow more mentally than i could ever be

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Anonymous Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:44:25 No.39485632 Report

Quoted By: >>39485676

>>39485604
Doesn't. I'm not a normie gamer. I have the tism that makes me play every crpg, every early pre 2000s game, every indie arthouse game and every game that is pure masochism.

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/co/nspirator Sun 13 Apr 2025 06:53:36 No.39485676 Report

Quoted By: >>39485748

>>39485625
>>39485632
Chuckled. I must admit it. You are cooked all fronts.
Only thing you could do is to fake it till you make it. It doesn't work, but at least you won't kill yourself.
Godspeed, tripfag.

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Sneedwhore !qzgrAZw7Ik Sun 13 Apr 2025 07:12:59 No.39485748 Report

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>>39485676
Ripperino. Is there any other option? I have kinda just been waiting for something interesting to happen

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