>>39360804thanks
a month on estrogen and my head felt right for the first time since I was 10. Emotions stopped being hollow. My smiles stopped being forced. I recognized myself in the mirror for the first time in forever (objectively I knew it was me, subjectively the person staring back was like a relative I didnt know. Almost me but not quite). It didn't solve all my problems but they feel worth solving
on the other hand if you're not actually trans, a month on estrogen will have no lasting effects and you'll gain an appreciation for how ftms experience gender dysphoria
