>>36896949Im sorry anon, I'll share some of my experiences too.
I pooped my pants in line when I was 5 for the only porty potty for the entire playground because the line was to long. My dad was furious and yelled at me, we walked home and each and every person we walked past he would angrily tell them I shit myself. It was a couple miles long walk so to little 5 year old me it lasted forever and I was crying the whole time.
Had an adult babysitter when I was 6 who kept her older 11 year old daughter in diapers and treated her like a baby. I remember she tried to groom me to wear a diaper too but I never did.
Had a friend who wet the bed when I was 7-9. He would wear a diaper to sleep and by that point I definitely was curious about it but never got the chance. I didn't feel like it was fair at times that he could wear one.
Also just would randomly shit my pants about once a year until I was 9. It would just happen suddenly too with no warning, thankfully I was never caught and made it to the school nurse each time without incident. Like one time I was in small group reading a book together with other kids when I didn't even fart or nothing I just straight diahereed my pants with 0 warning. I wish I knew what was wrong with me back then. Kinda wonder if that was just me repressing some other trauma but idk maybe I just had a sensitive stomach.
And yeah by the time was 12 I seriously had developed this fetish. I remember googling things like 13 years olds in diapers and got directed to deekers diaper page. I ended up reading one of his main stories for months but only ever got halfway through it.
