>>33658746I'll take the bait once. He did start to be home a rather hansome man. He was a bit young there to sexualize him though imo.
Sadly he came to really only get validation in the form of his looks. I can relate to that during my younger years as well. The higher up in my education I got the more it mattered to be because the less exceptional I was. By the time I got to grad school I had no idea really where I fell among people. It reminds me that everyone needs and deserves to receive validation.
I hope you all know there is something special about you. Even if it feels like a small special something, it's still special.