>>21077004All that projection. My life doesn't revolve around it, it's not like all I do all day every day is sit on 4chan. I used to talk here when I was unsure of what I wanted and am used to the vibe, nostalgia checked in because I was bored and stuck around because people remembered me. There are people who speak here who aren't even trans, do you think their lives revolve around this? Does yours?
I understand that you wouldn't behave the way I do, but that's a lot of your own mental shit to put on me isn't it? I'm at peace with my decision, if I wasn't I'd be talking about that, but I don't because that's not the case.
Do you want me to be unsure or something? I can't think of any other reason to put all that on me.
I'd say if my life "revolved" around anything it's probably the occult, but need breaks sometimes. Considering I spend a good deal of my life actively studying it, and it's part of my daily life, the decisions I make, the things I pursue etc and so on and has been for almost a decade and counting. Whereas dysphoria is something I barely think about, and me personally transitioning doesn't cross my mind at all anymore. Aside from that people who feel the way I did years ago come in and ask questions about whether or not they could possibly be ok if they repress, they should know it's possible and life isn't just "transition or die" or anything that dramatic. Helpful to hear all sides of something when you're going through shit and have major decisions about your life to make.
I find it interesting to hear from other people who have experienced something I've experienced and have made various choices about it. But I don't take anyone else's experiences personally they aren't mine.
Maybe don't put so much of yourself or your imagination on another person, because while it's good that you actually asked the preset expectations you've already created for me might get in the way of the reality I'm laying out if it doesn't suit your narrative.
