>>18810772I know I'll end up posting again because the compulsions are strong
I have a very strong urge to make things feel official and correct
I'm sorry about getting moody and homophobic. I'm ashamed of my behaviour
I just feel things need to be defended and corrected -- it's irrational because I'd happily have a gay relationship etc
Its mental illness, posting here is nice sometimes but I'm like an alcoholic at a bar
I'm not going to post for a bit
